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2012-01-07T09:28:00.000-08:00

LOOK HOW MUCH WE'VE GROWN. HI OSY YOU LOOK LIKE A DICK. AND HI BEETING, HOPE YOUR MOLE STILL THERE.

BTW I JOKING ONLY KK :) LOVES

2012-01-07T08:42:00.000-08:00

Hi 2012,

Spent last few days of 2011 partying and drinking. Really sick of alcohol taste, I swear Im not going to touch it for the rest of the month, I'll try I promise :)

Last few days 2011: Christmas at zouk for the first time with guys and lele. Hehehe, it was fun. And after that, ernest invited me to Anf party at some rich american vietnamese house behind paragon. Full of eye candies there :) Met some great guys, thought they were stuck up and everything. But they totally changed my impression of them during supper hahaha.
Weirou's house party the day after!!!! awesome big house. I totally will live there next time. House has a freaking swimming pool inside, condo seriouslyyyy... Drunk young kid begged us to "teach him how to talk to girls" hahaha, joke. and garey scooped up his own vomit with his hands!

New years eve with gang plan! Saw the fireworks from the awesome place. I dont even know where, cuz they found the place. hahaha and lum had to go all the way to raffles palce to get me, and there were like freaking ten thousand people there. Fireworks yay! Went to huiyi's house after that and rock banded/ with uh.. whats ur band name called. pandora or something. hahaha.
Drank, and played drums k, I was damn high but not drunk so as usual, my rockband skills ownage. kkk kidding! fifa12-ed, slept for a few minutes. homed. I had fun

Drunk aaron

Worked started, I am no longer jobless. yay cheers! RWS underground carpark 830-6. Its an underground carpark, no joke. at first i was like wtf. The whole rws looks so nice, expected the office to be at least nice. I mean at least presentable. But wtf, my office is like what... underground -.- Working at finance department. I know right, sounds too cool and awesome. And I also expected it to be some glam job, not about the underground office part. But at leaset something better? So what i am doing now is, looking through invoice typing into the comp. Checking everything again. And thats about it, so first day I was just completely whining to rez about it. But luckily, rez working with me. If not i would die of boredom!

so, I've finally accepted the fact that my job only allow me to see the sun before 830 aand after 6pm. Since we're in b2. and also the fact that I can use computer and slack during work. hahaha honestly, this job is awesome. The benefits are good, I get saff dscounts at rws. USS pass (shhh hehehe) and free meals everyday! like fyeah! Im lovin it. and plus once i finish work I can start slacking. Was watching ellen on youtube with rez for an hour on friday ^^ YES MY JOB, SO BE JEALOUS. so basically i get paid from 830-6 but I only work a total of 5hours each day, and half the time I'm slacking. YAY FOR ME.

2011-12-25T08:13:00.000-08:00

KLFIRST DAY!
Went to golden mile early in the morning and it was like really freaking cold! REached and felt totally underdressed cuz i was just wearing a top and shorts. Xinjie came and she looked dressed for Milan fashion parade! hahaha, Bus, lucky for my itouch I wasnt bored throughout, watched my GOONG. Reached KL and we checked in to the super awesome hotel, Swiss Garden residence! Really shiok!!! Our rooms had a kitchen, living room and an awesome big room with a really huge toilet. Satisfactory man. Worth the money we paid! Even had an ipod dock to blast music hehehehe. Went berjaya Times square, really suck man the place. First two floor were okaaaay, after that it was just like a retarded Malaysian place with alot of malaysians! Chinatown after that, A&W was awesomeeeee! Why did they close in Singapore, the root beer float and Curly fries is yuummmmmm... Twister fries=Curly fries. Night market, Kohkohbeeting got called Aunty while I was called Meinu . See the diff! That clean freak is an aunty! hahaha! A korean talked to me and asked me join some model agency etcetc. Thats not the point anyway, the point is She is a KOREAN! Who knows, she might be friends with SNSD and sooyoung. But yah la, after that I said no. Went back hotel, bathed and slack!

KL SECOND DAY!
Went for breakfast at hotel buffet! niceee, they had tomato pasta ^^ after that, debated where to go. since the guys wanted to go for paintball but girls 3 of us wants to shop! so in the end, we went seperate ways! but not before we camwhore, 11thj floor party, me xj bee and osy mal haiza. The photos are sooo cute, we really look adorable!
So 3 of us went to Sungei wang and nearby malls to shop! was quite good, the malls were much better than berjaya times square eg toa payoh central. Bought stuffs mostly from sungei wang, didnt spend much on retail, msotly on food! they have Xie jiao ting there! so we bought bbtea :)

Went to Pavillion and there were alot of bears outside! All the bears of the world. And bloody hell, Singapore bear the ugliest please I dont know why: I bet they purposely made our bear the ugliest since they hate us. Bloody racists! seriously. all the other bears are so pretty and unique and us, like some freaking angpao redpacket bear. It doesnt even have the singapore feel. bias.

Saw the kuanyinma bear, I forgot from which country. But LOL! it has a kuanyinma on its belly. Damn funny!
CHINA BEAR! typical china style,. small eyes, yellow skin. Plus it looks like winnie the pooh. Take note: LOOKS. look only, imitation. shows that whole china is imitation only
Amazing race-d to KLCC cuz we were late to meet the guys after their war and paintball.
Really amazing race, cannot tank man. Was running about 100000km at least? panting when we reached klcc like finally. Went to hard rock to have dinner! stupid palce. Worst experience everrrrr. I asked for iced water, freaking waiter gave me a glass. and i drank half of it. Then Ky asked for it too, the waiter was lie "Oh that is pipe water, if you drink it anything happen to you, not our problem"
I was like WTFWTFWTFWWWWWWTTTTFFFF ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS?!?!?!! and he didnt tell me when I drank it. bloody malaysian waiter, pipe water, can you imagine how dirty it is?! Even in singapore, we dont drink tapwater? Even though I bet our tap water is 10 times cleaner than their boiled water please. Wtf man, I drank half of it. Thank god i didnt end up in coma the next day?? And freaking waiter still act as if nothing happen -.- seriouslyyyyy.
Hard rock itself was not bad, but we got chased out at 11pm cuz we are not 21 years old. I mean, seriously, 18 already what, confirm hate singaporeans thats why... Trained back to hotel. using the loser-ish token system.
Surprised Malcolm! put toothpaste on his face while he was asleep. And when he woke up, We sang happy birthdayyyyy! so cute right. He said his face was burning man. LOL! that joke couldnt fall asleep after that. and we resumed our 11th floor parrty, this time. is a face mask party. Me and bee used the mask and had burning sensation and stinging pain on our face, so we decided to test on the guys first hehehehe. Haiza used my whitening mask!!! I swear his face really became whiter after that!

KL THIRD DAY!
Sunway Lagoon day! queued up for freaking long for a loser park. K it isnt really loser la. But which park in the world opens from 11am to 6pm only? 7 hours only, eat my shit please. All the malays sure lepak and lazy dont want work. thats why open so little hours. LAZY. Plus the parjk toilets really disgusting to the max max max max max. MAX.
Viking that psins 360 degrees. Almost died. omgosh man. It actually spun 360 degrees. I died when it was inverted, and kohkohbeeting cried. hahahaha. Tomahwak was fun too, spun 360 for like 10000 rounds! Before viking!
After that, we went for flying fox! flying fox was really fun. First step always difficult, and soon after I was flying over the swimming pool from about 8th floor? hahah fun, then ATV. Queued so long for a stupid 1 min ride. And the guys keep thinking that girls cant ride a bike well, but guess what The pro here owned them. kk not all la teeheee! While queuing. Me and Kohkohbeeting went to ride the boat paddle! the life vest stink like freaking hell. It stinks like some bomb seriously. And we had a race with xav and xinjie on their Swan boat while ours is the normal one. And verdict, dont judge a book by its cover. The reason we didnt ride the swan was cuz it looked too big and slow. In the end their swan peddle was so much faster :(

Freaking tired, went back hotel and slept all the way in our minibus! Bathed and went to bukit bintang place to eat. Thai food while the rest ate tze char. The roadside bbq thing is really nice! It works the way where you choose your own meat stick or whatever vege mushroom on stick then you get the shopjkeeper to bbq and boil them Damn nice. Open branch in Singapore please! but then again, I bet its freaking dirty since we learn in health ed, dont eat from roadside stalls.

Back to hotel late at night to celebrate Malhanman's bday! before that, we had a hard time thjinking of the 18 dares he had to do to receive his card and present. Most epic was pretend that he is aladdin and ride on the magic carpet (living room carpet) and make the guys lift him and carpet up in the air then drop him down. hahahahah, joke. Second was the earthquake one. Mal had to pretend there was an earthquake and hide under the too small for him coffee table. LOL. Still got the use head to smash the coconut. BEST dare was doing water aerobics in the bathtub without water, gracefully! MEGA FUNNY! laughed till I died that night. Watched all the videos and laughing again. Remember for life, Malcolm the girly shrek with painted nails <3

hahaha @ haiza and Malcolm's specs!

KL FOURTHDAY!
Woke up at 9am instead of 4am. supposed to party drink and watch manu vs fulham. In the end, when i woke up it was already 9am -.-
Went for breakfast, Swim and suana with xj. Infinity pool was freaking madass cold!!!! Packed our room and last minute shopping at times square. Mostly shopping for food. Cant believe how cheap Auntie Anne's pretzel is there. HOMEEEEE!

2011-12-25T08:04:00.000-08:00

PROM : 8th Dec 2011
Prom shopping was hell tiring man. Looking for shoes and trying to find the right pair, cheap and nice. In the end, ended up with a 4inch heel. Nice to see everyone dressed up really nicely! VJ really has alot of prettaye girls and handsome guys man. Everyone can dress well! As compared to other schools o.o sorry no offence but VJ really own other JCs man.
S61 booked a hotel room and 17 of us squeezed inside the tiny room! but it was cozy nonetheless. Liane was being noisy and irritating as usual! Had breakfast at 7am cuz it was really difficult to sleep on the bed with so many of us! Thanks to mel for coming over to ghelp girls man.
Didnt manage to take alot of photos with everyone. And also didnt take with many people that I should have taken with.
Post prom was quite empty but still fun!

2011-11-28T06:45:00.000-08:00

Was supposed to blog like 10years ago, but I kept forgetting. And now that Alevels are ending, the reason why Im on the comp is to watch youtube and movies.

Watched Apple of my eye with Royce impromptu-ly last week cuz I was too tired of Geogeraphy! Went to Nex and got the front row. The show was too good already, really awesome. And i cried at the end, but whatever man. Its worth crying over! Just seeing how sweet the guy is towards the girl, chased her for X number of years, the things he did for her. Too sweeeeeeet already. Really enjoyed the movie. And guess what, in the end the girl married some old fag. WTF?!?! the guy so cute so handsome so sincere, and they didnt get together! Worst ending EVER!!!!
Was truly sad, totally devastated. On the way home, I was still thinking about the movie and how eff-ed up the ending is. Plus its based on a true story, which makes it even sadder?!?!
Anyway, since its a true story then yeah its realistic la, in life, at least in mind, things dont always have good endings even though I wish for. :/
Oh and Im too awesome already, went to watch a second time on friday with Fel shili kelly, this time even though I anticipated what would happen, I almost cried! and got exposed by Shili! but to be exact, I didnt cry, there were just little tears in my eyes. Especially when they show handsome boy crying! awwwww...

Went to meet the rest, even though I was damn tired. Couldnt even walk properly, need to sit like old woman. But when I saw them, my tiredness just vanished. especially sherm, hahahaha shes retarded <3 ate botak jones, slacked at starbucks, laughed talked yay end of day. And most importantly end of the written papers!!!

Gonan interview for abercrombie, hope I get through, desperately need the money! Prom's coming soon too, paying everything for myself. But my parents would be paying for overseas! Clique wants to go vietnam! cant wait XINCHAU!
Planning genting for class, mostly the girls la actually. But still yayyayyay! genting!!!!

2011-11-14T04:50:00.000-08:00

Just watched 那些年，我們一起追的女孩 trailer. Dont think its some cheenapok movie. Watch the trailer and youll know. The cast really compatible. I really really really wanna watch now. :( faster As over plz.

Haha, the feeling of how someone can mean the world to you, I sort of forgotten it already. Everybody every single one of my friend is special and mean the world to me. But how can someone mean the world and universe to you. How does it feel.
Hahaha, fancy thinking about this kind of thing at this time. But really, when youre studying, thoughts tend to wander somewhere else, and i'll just unknowingly think about this kind of nonsensical things.

Yay, royce wants to watch the movie too. awesome, someone to watch chinese movie with :)

2011-10-09T09:40:00.000-07:00

Just back from Afi and shereen's halal sunday birthday celebration. Yah i know, I should totally be studying. but oh wells, a night of fun.. harmless right? hmm, not if you add up many pockets of time and accumulate to one huge mass of backload of work. sigh,, okay. I;m gonna make it up by studying really hard for the next one month and before I know it, Alevels will be over! cant wait seriously. then it will be prom ( finally got my prom dress with help of awesome friends :) )

So anyway today's celebration was funny and awesome, turning into a mass kart rider session at some point. Anti social mansxz. hahaha, but funny, how we made tributes to birthday boy and girl. Will really miss them! especially when the guys go off to army.. AHHHHH. dont want that to happen, really cant imagine life without my friends. They have really been an integral part of my life. Really treasure them like hell, why am I so lucky to have such friends, really blessed <3

Farewell was on friday, listening to VitC graduation song and cant help but feel emotional. Saying goodbyes are always the hardest thing, I've had 3 graduation so far. Olveles graduation was the same, really sad after that. JC graduation was different, cuz graduation assembly was hell lot of fun. Jumped danced and party like alevels was non-existence. Best thing was, I came to jc with an open mind and the idea that I wouldnt be able to form close relationships with many people based on how people have commented that jc is really competitive and so. But Vjc has really proved me wrong, or rather the people and friends that I met. I can foresee myself meeting up with many of them even after alevels and prom is over. Thats how close I am to my friends.

Oh yeah back to my point, will really miss vjc 10S61 friends in school and everyone else. BIG DOUBLE SIGH...

And yes, I got sabo-ed by my awesome friends to go on stage during farewell to play tissue pulling game. Won sogurt vouchers even though i cheated and i was second heehee.
But forgot to wish 10S61 all the best for As when emcees asked if I wanted to say aything. :(

Finally met ernest last weekend, NTU lets go!

2011-09-25T09:32:00.001-07:00

What the heck. Thanks mr ho

I'm like effing stressed now To the maximum

Even worst than before prelims

Worry for everything

Fuck my life

I'm damn pathetic

What if I dont make it

What if I screw my prelims up and 40shit days are not enough to pull my grades up

I wanna freaking get into U now

Run away from all my troubles

I just wanna escape, all this is too much for me to handle already

F this. It isn't mr ho's fault technically. K, I just reacted damn badly to it

I don't want to fucking fail math?!?! I've worked damn hard already. Whydon my results show

Pissed off and frustrated with myself :(((( I bet the teachers would think I'm beyond hope nooooooo

I work so hard why don't they understand :(

2011-09-23T09:22:00.000-07:00

Had at enjoyable time at lum's house today movie marathon with. Vic Kant Sherm Afi and short whole chin. Watched sucker punch for 10min or so decided against watching cuz it's too lame alr. Then switched xmen origins which was really nice! Hugh jackman is Sooooo damn buff I want him to be my boyfriend now! I think gambit is kinda handsome too k maybe I shall make gambit my boyfriend LOL yah totally possible. Made pizza after that, Vic and mine pizza is the most awesome. We cam join junior master chef already! Hahaha k but honestly my cooking skills are horrible shitass. I can only fry egg and cook noodles. But not much instant noodles now too cuz my mum ban noodles in our house. Too health conscious already sighhhh. Pizza was fun!

Made fun of Sherm again. Kept pretending with Vic that Sherm did not existn I even wanted to sit on her. Hahaha

Watched mean girls after that again. Bitchy girls man. Handsome guy looked like jobros.

Tired gonna start studying and be a miserable student again. Really need to start running again, feeling all fat andfull now from all the junk food and pizza

2011-09-22T08:32:00.001-07:00

Cycling with 10S61 was awesome today! Though Im suffering from severe side effects now already. My legs are aching like hell, the sour feeling in my thighs and my ass...
Cycled from ECP macs all the way to airport and back again, on the way laughing like hell and everything.
Started out the trip brightly, talking alot of nonsense and having races among ourselves, on the way we got scolded by many cyclists on the road especially angmos for blocking their way. Yeah its our fault for blocking their way but they dont have to be so rude, really. And then we past by the NSRCC golf course, being girls obviously we'll be noisy a little, stupid men at the golf course shouted at us "Quiet please!" Freak, I ask Liane to throw money at youall man. Speaking of which, Liane is back AGAIN. and ehr reason for doing so, cuz shes homesick! Life of the rich... Fly back whenever they want!!!
Finally reached the airport runway, it was so cool! Great scenery and totally worht the trip there. Took many retarded photos, was damn funny! Imitated Jasmine's Kartini's statue pose, took so many retarded photos! <3 Finally cycled back, Super duper tiring, apst by the worm place beside the sea again and I was so freaked out by all the disgusting shit worms, f-ing fat and red and gross zzz. I wouldnt even want to ride my bike over them, cus if i did, there would be some squishing sound from the crushing of the worms. YUCKS GROSS!!!!!
On the way back, all of us were dying already and we whined and complained. I really died man, I think I havent exercised for long time thats why I got tired soooo easily. But thanks to encouragement from my awesome classmates! Decided to stop at Lagoon for suarcane before returning our bike. I swear we are damn joke! Me and Mel just stood at the ledge which was like 50cm high only, and we just freaked out because if we stepped down our legs would hurt like hell! hahaha that was super funny and we just laughed non-stop again like seriously!

Went for dinner at Roxy Sq. And shili was so smart! She told me that the bus 15 could loop to Roxy sq so we wouldnt have to climb the overhead bridg! yay! hahaha, banmian talk crap laughed. Teased Meiting about Junyi, shared some scandalous news, imitated Ms suhana and Monica Wong. End of the day!

Feeling happy even I ache. I will be damn sad when we graduate, not because I love vj too much but because of the friends that I made, those that wlked with me through this 2 years. The bonds that I made. Will really miss those times, Jerine counted that theres 6 days left of school only :( It seems just like yesterday when I first stepped into VJ and met mel in the PT. Sigh those times!

End of prelims, feeling really slack and happy now. Hope my hard work paid off since I worked soooo hard this time round. If it doesnt... will see how it goes la. Hope for the best.
Mum's being an ass again, she wants me to study now. Like seriously? I've been studying since like what after CT2 non stop, giving out my social shopping eating out time, Give me a break will you?

2011-09-05T08:03:00.001-07:00

Went to h&m today! Queue was really long but the wait was surprisingly short! Went with lum cuz we were studying at nlb productively in the afternoon.

Went to NSC again in the morning felt really dirty. As if there were all the skin flakes flying around :/ was paranoid that when I sat on the chair I would develop some growth on my ass LOL. k no discrimination since my knees are like crap anyway but condition has improved :)))

So yeah spammed some coffee before going to nlb to do work. Happy that I say there for 5hours straight man but pencil lead keeps breaking maybe cuz I'm too buff. Hahaha

Went to try some pizza place at raffles city, crazily small sized happy meal style pizza.. For $7.80 definitely not worth the money zzz.

Went to walk around in town to try to look for prom dresses an inspirations. I'm damn lame, finally decided on going to prom yesterday! Had ren fickle an indecisive about going, I don't know why too, just no mood I guess. But.. In the end also decided to go so yep.

Went h&m then topshop then paragon for browhaus! Upper lip threading made my upper lip sting like ass and it was damn red like a lobster, didn't dare to leave paragon and go home. Bet other people would think I'm a freak, did some damage control and finally after 15mins left paragon hahaha

Went home at mrt station met this Russian guy who's kinda hot, he came and talked to me and so on.. Yeahhh. Lum says I'm a sarong party girl :(( but I'm not la duh.

Oh yeah today this maid at novena sq suddenly waved to me like I'm her friend and then she realized I'm not and she ran away. Wth I dony look like a maid please. Im Chinese and I am a Singaporean. Which part of me looks like a maid?!?!

Er.. Ok except my ez link card.

2011-09-03T09:33:00.000-07:00

Celebrated mushroom kly birthday today at Nandos. Satisfying meal, the side dishes were awesome especially the mediterranean rice, and the awesome chicken. ^^ I am so full now, I dont think i can eat breakfast or lunch tomorrow, yeah rightttt.
Have been eating like some hugeass hippo for the past few days durig studying, which isnt exactly a bad thing because studying=wasting energy=eating. So whenh I eat it means Ive been really using my brain cells!
But aiyah, later fat! Damn sian, I want to run but theres no time to run since I only can run at ecp, can no longer run at stupid active park already :(
During dinner just now, talked about big boobs and saggy boobs, interesting convo and laughed my ass off! HAHAHAHA, who the hell wears f21 sports bra man, just buy one nike or adidas one man. These are essentials and you cant save on this kinda stuffs. LOL

I love studying! Finally getting the hang of things after almost 2 years of my jc life. Full of crap man, what was I doing for the past 20months in jc?!?!?! oh wells.

Anyway, just to share. I.ATTRACT.INDIAN.GUYS.
Not once, but twice.
First time was at town where this random indian guy who looks a little like Naresh came up to me and wanted to make friends with me.. uh, hellooooo, not that Im racist but for the whole 18 years of my life I only had 8 Indian friends (excluding the real indians from India). Not that I dont wanna make friends with indians, but random ttm? Make friends in the middle of Orhard road?
Second time was last week when I was studying at Spinelli at novena sq. This indian guy came up to me and ask how tall I was, asked if i were a model, said some crap, and I was like whutttt?! So I just ignored him and walk away hahaha. Cant be bothered to entertain him and his nonsense.

Disclaimer: I'm not racist, I'm just sharing :]

2011-08-09T00:30:00.001-07:00

Updates;

Got back CT2 results. Not good again, destined to be stuck forever in LT2. But Im really gonna make a difference now, study real hard. But shucks, on computer now and getting distracted. Damn.

Went to catch Capt America with few of them. Sat beside Vic, ogled at Chris Evans whos super duper freaking HOT. Burning flaming hot. The movie was alright, not that fantastic. But hot guy made up for everything ^^ plus the company too J Oh yeah, didn’t understand how Afi could fall asleep halfway into the movie. When the movie ended he asked if the red skull died.. LOL. K but respect for all those fasting people out there! The rest went to play pool, while me sherm vic chin watched at the side. I cant get the hang of playing pool, its just using a stick to whack the balls into the holes? Hahaha, I’m made for greater things^^

Lum and I saw best friend working at cathay cinemas, hahaha happy one year man <3

LOL. We kept lying to sherm about the army PES thing. PES B for those with big balls and PES A for those with normal sized balls and PES C and below for negligible size balls. I think sherm bought it man, shes damn dumb! Worst than me hahaha.

Went off first with sherm and we talked a lot as usual, didn’t really know what to tell her, feel like a loser man. But whats most important at the end of the day is that,

We should be comfortable in our own skin! So woman, don’t get affected!

On the other hand, glad everything turned out well between me and lum! Enjoyed the past few weeks because he’s damn funny and I feel happier now. That ass, kept joking about my foty thing.. Grrrrrrr. KKK, this is awesome.

Oh, met Ernest on Saturday. He started NTU yesterday! Wished him well and everything. I really wanna go university now, local u will do. I wanna go for all the orientation camps!!!! And meet some hot guys hehehe. He got into some NTU pageant thing, hope he wins. J we should take some pictures soon!

On a sidenote, I’ve been listening to Beyonce for the past few days. I really love her man! Im acting like a bi, but who cares! Shes so HOT! Plus she has attitude, her vocals are powerful, she can dance. WHY SO TALENTED?!?!?! Her songs are mostly about women and all. Her stage presence and live perf are wonderful, really wished I could attend one of her concerts!

Listen to her new song; Best thing I ever had. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FHp2KgyQUFk&ob=av3e

Cant believe same problems are happening again. If you know me well enough and if you remembered, I do not like and don’t want to go through the same kind of things again. Honestly I don’t even know what I did wrong to deserve such attitude from you. But I wont be the one giving in and trying to please you this time, it doesn’t work this way. Friendship is a two-way thing..

2011-07-16T09:48:00.000-07:00

Celebrated Yisweis birthday today.

Before that, met up for a short while with shereen sherm lum naresh afi and aaron! They were going to watch harry potter but Im watching with kohbeeting next next week ^^

Finally knew the difference between the bull, buffaloes and cows. Apparently for the 18 years of my life, I didn’t know the difference and that cows are females and bulls are males. So a male cow is called a bull! HAHAHA I feel so loser about not knowing this and made a joke out of myself. Had some intellectual potter conversation and discussion. I remembered that I cried when Dumbledore died. Zzz, What? Its really sad okay! An old man suffering so much before his death!

Went up with them to ‘send’them to the cinema. Aaron treated sherm popcorn okay!!! IM SO GONNA BECOME AARON’S BEST FRIEND! But he refuses. Kk, Im planning capt America so that aaron can book and I can sit with him to exploit him hahaha. After that me and Shereen went off to city hall to meet our friends respectively. Talked to her on the train, and I realised … :D

Met the clique for yisweis birthday celebration, meeting time was supposed to be at 630, but everyone was late. K I’m always late too so nevermind! Went to swensons to find the guys, and swensons couldn’t fit 16 of us in their restaurant so me and xinpok had to reckee elsewhere to find restaurants which could fit so many people. Sigh, hard to find a palce which can fit so many of us! So we settled on Jacks place instead. When me and xinpok were walking back, we heard loud sounds

Me: Omg do you hear thunder! Sounds like a lot of thunder!

Xj: I think its monster, its confirm monsters!

Then we saw everyone running towards the exit, for a moment I thought there really was a monster and we were getting invaded and all going to die. Until I realised that today was the NDP rehearsals=FIREWORKS! So we ran out to catch the fireworks. SOOOO PRETTYYYYYYYY! Its funny how we got so excited over the fireowkrs !

Celebrated etcetc. And it was already 11. They decided to go to serangoon gardens as usual to drink. Contemplated for quite long and decided not to. As usual, was met with mockings and shit.

Yeah, I know its very spoiler that everyone is going off to celebrate and drink while I decide to go home. But I’ve got to get my priorities right. Alevels is in 17 weeks, and right now, I am totally not prepared for it. My results still suck, I have no shit idea how I am going to study. Honestly I worry for myself, what results will I get eventually? I don’t want to regret when I get my results, I don’t want to be one of those who sits in one corner and cry or walk away while the rest of the cohort indulge in merry-making. This scenario itself scares me already.

I’m motivated my guilt to study hard, motivated by the fact that if I do not do well, my parents would be disappointed.

Had the Dennis yeo talk and he said that

“The next 17 weeks would determine the next 7 years of your life”

Yeah, IKR. Based on my shit grades now, I don’t aim for scholarships, whatsoever. I just want to set realistic targets for myself. Perhaps AAB/B? Even so, it seems unachievable. But if I start working hard and renouncing all pleasures like a nun, stop going out so often, be focused. I might actually do it! Okay, change of words, I am going to do it!

If I do not get my desired grades, I don’t have a concrete Plan B man. I don’t want to be a teacher because I know I would not make a good one. I don’t want to be a cleaner, hawker, salesgirl. I want to study business and work in the hospitality industry!

I felt really sad and frustrated (just now) that everyone else is going to party and yet I have to go home and sleep so that I can wake up early next day to study. Not many of the poly kids can understand this, I supposed? I have no choice, if I were smart I wouldn’t have to do this. If I were born into a rich family, I can just waste my life away and just hop on to any plane and fly away to some unknown university and study. But unfortunately, I belong to none of the above categories.

So I cant afford to lose any more time. Even leaving 10mins earlier would make a difference. I can finish half of my assignment. Every pocket of time is precious now.

So the hard truth finally sunk in fully today, my life of a jc kid is sad and the route to success holds many obstacles sacrifices to be made. We do T H I S much for so little. Been thinking all the way home and getting sad about this. L

2011-07-09T01:48:00.000-07:00

HAD FUN AT USS ON YOUTH DAY WITH BABES WANJUN AND SERENE, and my ahtiong brother zzz
It was really fun man, we went on battle star 4 times! Cyclone was better than human though almost everyone said that human is less scary? But I wanna go again!!!!!! Sentosa and Vivocity is jsut one train ride away but worlds apart.
Mummy ride scared the shit out of yuyang and serene, it was quite funny! I like the aprt where the coaster moved backwards. woohoooo, thrilling man! And there were buff guys acting as mummies outside the ride, super hot body <3

Wj dad treated us to pizza in USS, delicious man. But the spoiler of the day were the banglas or indians from India. (im not a racist)
They were being so smelly and not gracious at all, cutting queue and everything. making us pissed off! Once one indian cut queue, the whole tribe of Indians went o cut too. So our waiting time was lengthen x10000. And did I mention, this scary and creepy Indian kept staring at me. Even after we got on the mummy ride and sat behind them, he still turned around to look at me. _|_

The new madagascar ride wasnt very nice, they should build more roller coaster!
Was so tired at the end of the day and my head was still spinning round and round even after I got home. I felt that I was still on battlestar and screaming Serene's name when I was on it.
EVERYONE SHOULD GO USS!!!!!

I WANNA GO USS AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN!

Gonna watch the Indian movie mars lent me, Im secretly an Indian but sometimes Im racist, But i love India! I'm so contradicting. hahaha, india is a nice place! Watched 3idiots with ct peeps last saturday. Was my second time, but I still felt like crying! And Kareena Kapoor is so prettyyyyy!!!!! I want to go abck to India again, and meet handsome Bollywood guys <3

Went to celebrate Marcel's birthday ytd at Siglap. The Serbian Film thing is spreading fast, and I love to look at their reactions after reading the sypnosis! Yunsol said that theres this Jap director who makes worst films. :/ It was really funny and retarded Shereen spilled water all over Lum's crotch hahaha. And Afi is obsessed with Optimus prime!
I love Transformers!!!!

2011-07-01T09:46:00.000-07:00

END OF CT2 YTD! FINALLY GOT TO ENJOY FOR A TEENYWEENY BIT! Didnt really enjoyed holidays, since I studied consierably alot compared to previous exams? Last paper was chemistry, really had a splitting headache. Oh, Im realy gonna fail my chem exams again. All thanks to the screwed up exam timetable of putting geog and chem on the same day. So I only slept 3horus the previous night, which was a miracle that I lasted through the whole day.

After the paper, went to town Soup Spoon with mel rez min. HAHAHAHA its been a really long time since I hung out with them, and it was really retarded! WWhen we were walking out of school to the bus stop, I sort of said something retarded to the security guard. which is okay, since hes nice and I really felt retarded then! hahaha, joked and fooled around as per normal! Abandoned REz who was talking on the phone, at the bus stop! Soup spoon was really really filling! Talked about weird stuffs, that made me squirm and laughed. Tried to keep our voices in the restaurant down but obviously fail!

So after min left, the 3 of us went to Topshop at Knightsbridge! so we were happily walking out of Topshop on the walkway and suddenly I heard a *blob sound and felt something wet on my sleeve. I prayed that it was just water that dripped on me, but WTFFFFF IT WAS FREAKING BIRDSHIT! Was so angry I wanted to cry just there. And i was just screaming vulgarities at the freaking bird on the freaking tree! And Rez and Mel just stood down there laughing their ass off. Laughing and laughing non stop. Pointed middle finger at the bird, but i dont think it saw me. DAMN IT it just had to happen on the last day of exams and when I was really tired. My helpful and considerate friends just laughed their ass away and refused to stand close to me. Went to paragon toiletto clean the black shit off my sleeve! Was wondering if I could contract bird flu from the shit. And after awhile, my anger just dissipated And I started laughing along with them. non stop for half an hour! (crazy things you'll do with Mel and rez) And whats more, they were happily tweeting away, announcing to the world that a freaking bird just shat on me!?!?! Today was my BFFFL wanjun's birthday, did her present in the morning and went off to meet her, serene and yilei. On my way to our surprise for her! Went to city hall, and Joseph texted me to say that the guys were late and everything, so we had to drag time. Seren super good at dragging time, being bimbotic and all while I jsut stood there and instruct her what to do, and laugh hahahah. Yilei, as usual was her calm and smiley self. Went to flyer to eat, on the pretence of going into popeyes to stay out from the sun! They came and surprised her! Etcetc. And Wj and Joseph got suaned by us again and again. Went to walk around with Serene after that, my legs were hurting like hell. I think I walked 42km full marathon today man. Shes so funny, enjoyed her company. Bet she enjoyed mine since im awesome, as always!

Met Osy and Yisweis for dinner at town also. Went to look for food around Ion and Wheelock and in the end, ended up at OC. Went to Spaggedies, the service wasnt great. I think they thought we were poor and couldnt afford a plate of pasta. (but anw, im quite broke now ) Slacked around and I ate baked penne, niceeeee. Concluded that guys, especially, are critical of everyone. Especially girls.

on a sidenote, sort of quarrelled with mum again. Shes unreasonalble, but gah, give and take :]

2011-06-23T10:19:00.001-07:00

So today I went to study with Danae. Lol wanted to run in the morning but slept too late yesterday! Suddenly have this new found hobby of running especially to bedok jetty since it's really cooling to run there in the morning :> always hVe been running regularly around bishan but running at ecp is a whole different thing plus it's further. I like how I can just run and think about nothing but just look around and at the sea. I'll prob not run in the afternoon though, it's just too hot.

So didn't runtoday feel unfit now.

Speaking of which, Danae tried to psycho jaime ove the phone to run 21km and jaime told me to run with them wth' if there was a bike or scooter i will go for it, but running 21k? NO THANKS !

Went to school for consultation, tried to find siti and her kittens but they're hiding somewhere.

Met Danae after that, I swear she's really retarded. She forgot to press the bell to alight so I had to walk to the next stop to look for her. Hahaha that joke. Reached airport so went to coffee bean chased away the olevels kids who were taking up too many tables.

It was all productive until we were surrounded by retards who apparently have attention deficiency and can't stop talking. There were this two rafflesia to my right who kept talking nonstop but they weren't that bad.

Until this two Indians came along, not racist or what but they were really Indian students. Super duper noisy to the max. Can't stand it. I wanted to throw my coconut jellybeans at them. They are incredibly thick skinned, singing aloud while studying. Then going out and bringing their cup noodles in, retarded. They even asked the coffee bean staff to look after their bags -.- me and Danae kept staring at them, I banged my paper on the table they still don't takethe hint and shut up. So was just being angry at them until Danae dropped the plastic cup to under the rafflesia table

Me: Eh don't go take it's enemy's territory

Danae: * stare at me. SCARED WHAT

Then we just laughed when she stepped into raffles territory to pick up the cup. This soccer girl damn fierce sia! Joke. After that she still went to drop the cup into their territory again!

And then I found a Black Licorice jellybean in the bottle of jellybean and forced her to eat but she refused. And I accused her of being racist and refusing to eat the black jellybean. Hahaha in the end after I asked her if she recited the pledge everyday. I think she felt guilty so she reluctantly ate it. But... She spat it out.

So all in all, I can conclude that She is a RACIST!

Okay so the two Indian Bollywood wannabe moved to the sofa area and blatantly left their finished cup noodles on the tables. Whatthe. They think change airport is Little India ?!?) they go to the sofa and put their legs on thechair. Wanted to go complain to coffee bean man. if they wanna sing they should just return to india

So today was productive till there were distractions. And i enjoyed my day counting calories with her ^^ Kkk I'm going to sleep on the bus now.

Btw saw wanjun's videos. Super duper fuunny. Can't stop laughing! She's a Wondergirl!!!!! Heehehee

_____________________ this is for a particular person

2011-06-22T09:45:00.001-07:00

YOU ARE A JOKE, NO JOKE

2011-06-19T07:24:00.000-07:00

MBS was really fun man. With the Clique again. Its always retarded and funny with all the guys around! this time there were only 3 of us, because xinpok didnt come.
I personally feel that the fun that i have with my secondary school clique is different from my jc friends? I, my self dont know how to explain too. Its just a whole different level of fun and retardedness. Not that Im complaining about JC friends, its just really different. Jc friends also have alot of fun (Im enjoying myself in jc, minus the studyuing)

So, at MBS went to Hippopotamus for dinner, it was damn awesome. Quite worth it. I had ratatouille! haha, and potato gratin and grilled chicken. Damn awesomeeeee.
So after dinner at Marina we went back to hotel to swim! The view at the infinity pool is really good! I could see the whole Singapore, quite?
Went back to the room cus they were closing the skypark. Me luyi bee went to soak in the bathtub for 1hour plus? With the foam and bubbles! Then the guys were having a party outside already, without us. A few of them were drunk and wanted to vomit, so they made us bathe quickly and come out.
Didnt drink much, actually only one cup of Chivas,mixed. Still had the bad memories from the previous time where I drank alot and puked on the cab. LOL
Played some games. FUN.

Went to sleep. Seriously, so man y people squeezed into one room. 16people?!?!?!
Woke up in the morning to swim again. The jaccuzzi seriously too good already, no joke. Wanted to stay in there forever but had to check out at 12.

Took so many polaroids and photos! cant wait for Freddy to upload the photos!!!!

Dinner with Danae on wed, Only have not-so-wise words to say "Ignorance is Bliss"
:)))))) <3

Have been studying in school quite often. I love my friends!
Tomorrow tuition with yilei and wj, sounds fun. Cant wait!!

2011-06-13T08:20:00.000-07:00

"Honesty is the best policy"
But when can we all be honest with ourselves and each other?

^^ i feel so childish now. But its okay, i'm just being me! Was looking at my archives, and I realised i really had alot of fun in the past. Quite carefree and everything, miss those kind of life. But I shall not whine and be a chameleon, adapt to new surroundings then :)
I think my mantra for life is to view everything positively? which is equivalent to being childish I guess. Im perpetually in my own happy bubble, and nothing can burst it. Always full of nonsense and when I get serious, people doubt my ability. Its true? no? When I try to explain things to people not in a joking way, they question if I am actually so deep. Sucks that sometimes you're not treated seriously. hmm

And macs cheese is not fried DigimonBoy, its scientifically proven that the cheese Macs use it Goat cheese. hahaha, had a debate about how come the cheese is so orange-y. LOL, joke.

I think Im quite mean sometimes. In secondary school and now. haha, too bad cant help it (:
Tomorrow gonna run at ECP, feeling good about it. and scared at the same time!

2011-06-11T10:47:00.000-07:00

"Make sure the one who sweeps you off your feet and steals your heart is someone you know, know so well that you can easily point out 5 flaws of theirs and still love them whole heartedly"

Quoted from Sherm. Sets me thinking man. I guess what she says is true. Well... It is.

Funny convo with bestguyfriend Ethan just now. We had a plan to get married at 35 if we're both old single and unwanted. At least now I know I won't be lonely. But mr buff guy sure got people want one.

2011-06-08T06:37:00.001-07:00

There are times when I really feel lousy and all. Times where I loathe myself for the actions I do. The truth hurts but I will not keep the truth from myself, and assure that what I do and going to do, is the most sensible thing to do. Nobody is perfect, but I’m not going to be someone who puts on a fake façade. I cant please everyone at the same time. But I’m going to make a decision according to what my heart and mind instructs me to. I am determined not to let it repeat again. This sounds really ambiguous. As long as I understand it, its fine :D

Yesterday, finally watch Xmen. Young Magneto is really hot! He looks german, and is the mature-looking hotness. Hugh Jackman made a cameo only ): The show was really awesome! Im going to watch all the Xmen all 1,2,3. <3

Watched it with sid afiqah janna and peiyi. What a weird combination right. Expected the worst but it was fine! Sid kept telling me how scary Peiyi is, and I was sort of mentally prepared to meet someone whos super mean! But shes really nice and not scary at all! The mrt trip back home wasn’t awkward too. But I think I talk too much crap sometimes, hahaha.

Studied with Sid and Jessica at OC in the afternoon before the movie. Still remembered that I thought Jessica was really scary and all. Hahaha, but shes really funny and entertaining too (:

Today was studying day at school. Ran to Bedok Jetty with Jasmine, Yilei, Sherm! Kinda scared to run with jasmine and yilei since they are like some really pro runners. As usual, Sherm and I were the losers who walked all the way to ECP. And we only started running after a long time. I think running’s really cool. I LIKE.

Forced wj to join us to run next week yay!

2011-06-05T08:34:00.000-07:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7ypHVEiHbHo

Show me L show me O show me V and finish with an E!
Hi5hi5hi5hi5!
I love you and you love me!

Friday i went to meet a handsome and ego boy, Royce. hahaha nah kidding! Went to bishan park macs for breakfast! The aircon there was seriously spoilt man. nonetheless it would be more productive than at home (: went to stalk some people on fb. And we witnessed a photoshoot at macs. LOL filipino guy and china girl (y)

Saturday:
Went for ms chia's wedding! Was fretting over what to wear on the days leading up to the wedding. (As if I was getting married -.- ) Okay, was kinda afraid that I would be overdressed but wasnt (: there was ben and jerry's ice cream! Waited for so long for ice cream!
The wedding was at a church, my first church wedding!
Sigh, I think i want to get married like... NOW!!! The wedding photos were so sweet, it was so heart-warming when they finally said "I do" to each other.
I WANNA GET MARRIED NOWWWWW!
They showed the video of their life after that, I mjust get ready and stop being unglam when i take photos now. If not next time my wedding photo very unglam how! Said the prayers and sang songs for the couple.
My wedding next time will be in Maldives, so guys. Start saving up money now for the plane tickets to my wedding kk :D
Went to Flea after that. Weather so warm and my dress traps heat, I guess?

Today was Naresh Kant's birthday! sort of have a surprise for him. They refuse to get the Hello Kitty cake :( I was really sad ok. :( my friends....
Quite a number of people were there, camwhored. ate seafood platter, then i went for tuition ^^

2011-06-01T09:50:00.000-07:00

Been studying quite a little this few days. k maybe the msot productive yesterday. but any one of these days is much better than during the school term! Im not going to have any social lfie anymore, Im just gonna be like a pathetic sad kid ):
Went to school ytd and studied with lum naresh royce, sort of crashed weillong's and tricia's classroom cus the indian forgot to wear uniform despite lum reminding him loads of times to!

Today went to rj and studied with lele! shes so freaking funny, had a good laugh the whole day. She told me about her classmate's love story which was super sweet!!!! and romantic sighhh. Alrights, none of my business, if not Ethan will keep whining to me about how sad his love life is -.-
The most important thing to me is friends now, I dont give a shit about what relationships and boyfriends.As long as I'm happy then its fine (:
She was being such a racist ass, and she changed my twitter picture to some indian in her class. hahahah her name is Tamilmanee! retarded name. Now twitter is down and I cant do anything to it. I cant change my freaking picture.
HELP ME PLEASE, I DONT WANNA BE STUCK WITH SOME RANDOM INDIAN PHOTO AS MY PROFILE PIC!!!!

Kkkkk i look like a prosittute. but its the look they wanted me to portray k. hahahaha

I MISS MY FRIENDS!

2011-05-25T07:08:00.000-07:00

This week was exciting too! went gmax and i died on it man. SERIOUSLY. My neck hurt for 2 days after that and i couldnt bend backwards, must be the impact from the launch man. Was spinning like 10 thousand times and like I really thought i was gonna slam into the floor. Luckily Danae was beside me and i held her Buff arms really tightly (: <3 Im so proud of myself. Bet we me xian danae were the noisiest man. Before that, sherm went first with sid and qiaz and she was screaming like mad but she claimed that it wasnt scary so we were kinda not scared when it was our turn? BUT SHE LIED TO US! the moment i went up and the person buckled me to the seat, I was already really really really sacared. NO JOKE.

Oh yeah, I forgot to say that it was Danae's birthday! and we planned really cool and awesome stuff for her at sentosa! Each of us paid for the fireworks, about $500 each? Fireworks to celebrate her birthday. And then we also paid for the crane robot thing that spurted water out. Khadz even had to rush over from tuition to pump the water and controlled it so the surprise would turn out fine! hahaha, damn joke. then we had an icing fight, I think i won. Hmmm, when were the times that i didnt win danae? I always win her. ^^

So yesterday was xian and danae's big day! they were so awesome, Im so proud to be their friend. Im so proud i slept with them in our palace before. Im so glad to rear buffalos with them, Im so proud to weed with them. MY FRIENDS ARE CHAMPS! Viet gang made boards for them, it was really funny! We were panicking over the boards. Joke. Love everyone! but guys didnt win, was really hoping for a miracle like always. but it didnt happen. anyways good job. It was exciting to watch!

Today was feelin fab! Was so awesome, i shall be a professional skater next time! and 61 is so awesome! Jojo crushed a helmet and it broke into pieces. Me and jerine were so fast learners! Mel was retarded, i made her fall. we spun around like ballroom dancers and landed on our ass! Everyone was epic just now. I really enjoyed feelin fab!

I am such a pig, I dont know what im doing sometimes. perhaps john was spot on. haha, its true. but i cant help it!

2011-05-21T09:54:00.000-07:00

Finally done with the KTZ show. Really an eye opener for me. Met so many new people! Gays, professional foreign models, Miltfs.
superb man, the show, the people told us to go to Butter fac at 530 when the show starts at 1030. Fashionably late- they call that. hahaha
Met new friends, the locals are really nice and all older than me and Ethan. LOL. Ethan ong is a gay magnet man, i swear. All the gay stylists grope him hug him touch him. and there was this gay caucasian man who asked if he's gay hahaha. Gay boy.
It was really fun, i didnt fall down in my heels. Rachel and weirou actually said that I walked better ^^ hahaha, a few days ago i walked like woodblock. Okay, shall go hunt for a pair of heels, if not im not fit to be called a woman. LOL
There was this mongolian model who looks like a transexual, but shes freaking skinny. Body of woman face of a man. Then there was this pretty model from idk where, she didnt wear a bra at all and my friend kept asking me to look. Then there was this african model who has Boomz hair! shes awesome, super skinny too.

The after-party was fun! Finally know why some people are addicted to clubbing. It was really awesome, and I kinda got wild after having alot of drinks (free!!!!!) ?Danced with the gay angmoh guy. He was like topless and wearing fbts. hahah! Went up the podium dance around the pole. Sound really wild huh. But it was really fun, one of the best nights this year! awesome. I love partying!!!!!
Ethan sent me home after that, aww so sweet (: hahahaha, lame. I wanna club again soon! but next day i was dying in school ):
I'll prob not model anytime soon, parents dont like it, and need to concentrate on studies :( but hey, i actually like it. Will see how it goes man

2011-05-18T10:21:00.000-07:00

Have been spending past few days travelling to and fro Tiong bahru. Dont be shocked!

Recently got a runway job for this UK bizarre brand KTZ. Apparently its quite famour among Lady Gaga and Nicki Minaj etc. But have never seen the clothes before? One thing for sure, these clothes are not meant to be worn in Singapore. Youll either die of heat stroke or attract weird stares from everyone!
And its quite funny how Me and Ethan got this job man, hahaha.
And it just so happened that from monday to Thursday I was free! The show is tomorrow night, freakking frickking scared. Gonna wear this 4inches platform heels. Its amazing how high is it, never worn heels in my life (except sec4 prom which was years ago?) okay, and plus I have to walk like Im a pro in the shoes. Mad man. It will be a miracle if I dont fall.
shitshitshitshit. Im really scared now!!!!!!!!!

So fitting for monday and today was quite funny, all the weird clothes. Like plastic jackets which exposes your bra? Dresses that are knitted. And best of all, Im going to wear this Pink dragon-like dress! Its not bad considering how cool the clothes are. hahahah, and its really true that there are all sorts of people in the fashion industry.
Met the designers, 2 japanese guys and angmoh today. LOL, i think they are threesome gays.
Then theres this guy in the showroom that is confirm plus chop gay. He's so short and he told me that
"A woman cannot be considered as one if she doesnt own heels!" which is ME, when i told him I dont own one pair at all. Which is obviously and perfectly alright! I am too tall la. LOL
Then theres this MILTF who keeps flirting with Ethan? Shes quite cool and old and she kept talking about her ex boyfriends and yeah shes not married. hahaha

This job is totally unexpected man. Parents dont really agree with me dabbling into this kinda stuffs. sooo... but all in the name of fun! And everyone keeps asking about my spoilt knees ): I am tired of repeating already. hahaha

2011-05-15T07:22:00.000-07:00

Alright its been a really long time since I last blogged. So its been a hell hectic week so far! Havent been doing my tutorials regularly, and I blame it on my birthday. Had fun the whole of the long weekend last week! But didn’t regret also, all work and no play makes jill a dull girl.

So, it was drama night last last Friday ( I think) Watched it because of shereen the slut, made awesome bouquet of flowers for her with the help of Vic and Huiyi, its fun to be retarded!!! Spammed with Cheryl’s awesome Dslr, I WANT ONE TOO!

And after that it was my birthday, went to celebrate with the clique on the first. Crowded everywhere and we were moving from one place to another. Somerset>Chijmes>Kovan. Prob since that day was a public holiday and it was Manutd and Arsenal Match! Ate the mango ice, super duper shiok, cant take it! They got me a TPL Kate Spade super bimbotic bag for my birthday. But I like it la, not just because of the people who gave me but its sort of a change from my usual dull colours, so yup love it and will keep it forever! But I don’t want to be a TPL!!!! Hate her. The card was super awesome too, about 10 pages if im not wrong. Wish everyday was my birthday! ):

I still haven’t gone to my GMAX YET!!!!! Though USS was damn fun also, gonna go there with my brother and beeting during holidays, hopefully?

Oh yeah I have awesome friends, be it in jc or the clique. I feel so loved <3All the birthday cards made me so happy, in particular a few, overjoyed ^^

Recently, got quite close with Royce! Haha hes so funny and random. K maybe nto random, we know each other for so long but only talked a lot this year! Quite happy la(: Don’t know if he will see this! But yeah

And then after that was ICS night! Got so high on that day, I think it’s the Mocha breeze from Happy days café that me and shili bought! Hahaha, went to PP to get the whistle and Naresh’s present. Shit I owe sherm money!!!! Ohnohonononooo.

The whistles were damn loud, like 1 whistle=3people screaming. And im glad S61 is not racist at all, everyone went to support ICS. Maybe not everyone, but turnout wasn’t that bad. Rez and Ranita are so sexy ^^ S61 <3

Saturday was Goddess RUN, 5km man. Might not sound like a lot but it’s a huge achievement for me. My first race! Omg, im gonna join it next year with sherm again. Smellywellybelly123! Totally got cheated by nike man we added 123 behind for nothing ): ah wells, went with danae Jaime and sherm was so much fun! Utt was there and hes so hot, too bad hes gay. Got all the free stuffs then me and Jaime tried to play the games and win the nike bottle. FAIL. Then danae Jaime and I went to play in the water Damn fun, like little kiddies <3

Went to meet Mel rez and min after the run, hot sweaty sticky me going to Timbre at Clarke quay unglam ttm! Hahaha then it was elections! Needless to say, super happy when they announce WP won! Nah no politics now. Everyone fell asleep so early!!! But min and mel surprised me and rez with Love-breakfast in the morning. Awww so sweet! Totally love em, no wonder they slept so early! <3<3

Been to many match supports recently. I declare myself No.1 and loyal supporter of Soccer and bball! Hahaha, love to watch their matches and shouting screaming cheering. Basketball is such a scary sport man, they don’t stop at all. Keep playing non stop. Soccer was awesome too, witness a cristiano ronaldo-free kick during the girls semi finals. Respect man. Hahaha, yay gonna make the big boards for them for finals ^^ cant wait. Oh watched hockey too, I think girls are retarded, too skilful already. GO VJ!

Im so happy for netball

Yesterday- met ernest, that rich boy is flying off to US after coming abck from Bkk and genting. After US, he's going to Tioman and HK. hate jc life.

Today- was out with sid and danae for some impromptu session. speaking of which, have been seeing danae for like everyday this week, yucks. hahaha

2011-03-11T07:46:00.001-08:00

Cts ended and I've been spending post cts meaningfully. Was out to celebrate Mel's birthday but was cancelled due to somestuffs. Oh well, then yesterday I explored sentosa at night. It was fun! Reliving those badminton times when I passed by the dragon trail. Badly wanted to get into the pool thing but common sense prevailed :) sentosa is so quiet on a weeknight! I wanna go RWS!!!!! NOWWWW.

Okay on hindsight. My mum found out about my top that I bought for 70$ Cus I lied to her thy I bought it for 40$. And she kicke up a huge fuss about it. Whatever, I like to shop nobody can stop me Heeeheeee. OMG I'm so pissed off at the soon lee high waisted skirt which split at the side when I was out. WTF. I'm gonna bring it to exchange this Sunday.

Today was VOG! it was damn fun. I got 622nd position for crosscountty. Not bad considering the fact that I was 693th last year. Anw I walked so yeah... Conserving my energy for soccer? Nah! Jut wanna walk Cus I just don't care!

Soccer was fun I really enjoyed myself. Scored 1 important goal which meant that I'm the top scorer for Pegasus!!!! Super happy when I scored the goal, satisfaction! Played with Wanjun Shuhadah jingjing jewel and aisyah. Then Zoe and co came. Mad fun! I REALLY LOVE SOCCER MAN ): so we got second and took team photo like those professional players and self emceed our prize presentation! Hahaha.

Sigh this led me to think about the issue about me not joining sports. Honestly I feel quite sian about it especially now when it's gonna be seasons for all the sports, makes me feel the need to be in a sport? Don't know why perhaps it's the fact that I've always been sporty and be in sports ccas. In primary school I did hurdles then sec school it was badminton. Sian, and the worst thing is the reason for restricting myself when it comes to choosing a cca in jc! I didn't join Cus I was afraid that I can't cope with schoolwork and a commitment heavy sport ESP when I stay so freaking far from school!!!

It sounds stupid but it happen to me before in sec3? Where I completely flunked my exams Cus ibwas training 4 times a week. So when I came jc I told my parents that i won't join any sports. I don't like it when studies restrict me in something that I really like. Well, we can't have best of both worlds but it's not entirely impossible right? Just suck when I'm reminded that it's studies that made me not being able to do something that I really enjoy. Ironic to the max la. );

I think sports cca have a stronger feeling of belonging? Like when all else fails you know you still have your teammates with you and the fact that we sweat, train an overcome problems together. Not that Ct is not bonded enough? It's justthe whole different feeling. Guess how that makes it different :x

Crap shit. I don't know what the hell I'm doing in jc. Not in sports not much commitment and not doing well. FAILURE!

2011-03-01T06:34:00.000-08:00

CHEN JIA FEI I WANNA BE YOUR FRIEND. Thanks for being there for me when i need a laugh I miss kohbeeting dawn and my stead ):

2011-02-26T07:51:00.001-08:00

Haha I'm dead for cts. I think I should bang my head on the wall.

On hindsight, The Shadmens went for auditions on Friday. It's not for me to say if we would make it to the next round but definitely want to! I think we played well, the song is still stuck in my head. Still can remember te notes. Lol!

Okay stop asking me if I can sing and give the stupid amused face. I know I can't sing for nuts. And I wouldn't want to join Musicfest if I were singing! Must give others a chance man I know I will be champ if I join!

Okay I play the piano. Dont gve me the surprised face or jaw drop!!!! I've has enough of that ): why does everyone doubt me!?

IPLAYTHEPIANO! I'm grade7! Even though I'm not a diploma holder but at least I'm decent and can play by ear? Hahaha okay just pop songs. Suck at classical music.

2011-02-19T21:38:00.000-08:00

Hihi everybody!

This week was awesome Cus Monday was friendship day. I was very happy because I got to spend it with my friends and have fun with them. Swensons rock man.

On hindsight I think I'm addicted to gongcha. Hope the cravings go away, it's not cheap to drink it every single day. And share tea at wisma is awesome awesome awesome. I think they have their own tea leaves plantation! Everyone should go drink share tea! GOGOGO!!!

Kk so for valentines me and Sherm baked cookies together! Ha fun. At first our cookies were too oily and flat like a pancake Cus apparently they didn't write the amount of oil to use -.- then wrapping them was a chore!

Gave cookies out on monday. Didn't have enough to give to those whom I initially really wanted to give! It's not because I dot love you its just that there weren't enough sorry!

Read danae blog she said I gve her a "danae sucks" balloon. But hey I wrote a love letter for her behind afte she whined and complained! I proposed to her (:

Oh yeah, for the past week I've been visiting my granddad at the hospital. His condition everyday hanged an it scares me. The drugs made him talk to himself. ): was sad for awhile everytime after visiting him. Respect to the nurses at the hospital for their patience and care towards everyone. Especially my granddad! Was expecting te worst honestly but I'm happy to say that yeye it discharged from hospital !!!!!!!!!!! Hhappy x10000

On Thursday, wassleepover at Rez house to celebrate min birthday, Mel finally got her Dslr back and it takes awesome pictures I want want want want one!!!

Me and Rez planned a treasure hunt with forfeits and clues for Limin to find that would lead her to herbpresent in the end, damnfuny and high! I got her cupcakes birthday cake yay! Then we slacked and watch love and other drugs, damn Porno I can never see Anne Hathaway in the same light already, since she acted in princess diaries thought she always kept a squeaky clean image! But she's hot very hot! Me and Rez were the sole survivors halfway through the movie, and they bet that i would fall asleep first!

Friday had pe under the hot sun playing stupid touch rugby. The game sucks man. After school met up with my Musicfest group! It's gonna materialize! I found awesome scores for the songs we are gonna present. Hopefully can make it to the finals I believe we can! Oh yea, they tasked me to think o the name. But whatever I say, Royce will be a wet blanket -.- okay we're meeting up again on Monday

After school went to meet E for a movie. Watched just go with it! It was hilarious! Everyone should watch it! Laughe non stop. Adam sandier is his usual funny and Jennifer aniston is freaking hotpot! Funny show. Enjoyed myself. Went to have dinner at Hot TOmato with stead beetin etc.

2011-02-08T04:51:00.000-08:00

We can easily advise people but when it come to solving our own problems, it's quite difficult ain't it? This is so difficult to decipher what's happening. Just disappointed that the promise wasn't kept? Yeah yeah friends forever wth.

Today had third period. Losers ftw! Felt so loserish to be a j2 going for third period. Screw the stupid inclined pull ups. There were funny people during pe. Next week gonna ask someone else to help us mark attendance!

Musicfest coming soon! Lol Danae is going to form a band and sing. Or maybe Vietnam people gonna do chan Mali chan for music videos. Wheeee. Sounds exciting!

Next Monday is valentines!!!! Trying to get sunflowers!

Been quite behind for schoolwork. There is a chem test on thurs. Shit. Tmr should be busy since there's cca walkabout. Ct council will be a big hit because we are cool!

2011-02-07T07:19:00.000-08:00

Today's an okay day.

Why am I even bothered by it again. Whatever. kkthxbye Im not gonna bother about you anymore

2011-02-01T07:54:00.000-08:00

I'm so tired! Went to town with Rez and limmmmminnnn haha it was fun. I ruin my nails again, I know it sounds bimbotic but I really am sad Cus I ruin it right after the manicure! Wth sad ttm.

Oh right today was suppose to be subject day at some lame lt again but we skipped it. Ytd was mad shit, it rained so heavily in the morning and the whole day I took 1 hour plus just to get to school and then I was late for some stupid tAlk at lecture theatre and spend only half an hour there to be told thy the whole thing ended already. Damn waste my time. Got very pissed off and whined or the whole du about it. Decided to go to parkway to have macs!!! It definitely made me feel better.

Fortunately I have my yellowello umbrella! (:

Then went to meet E fo lunch and skin centre. Haha had fun talking crap and shopping for guy clothes! Wished j was a guy sighh.. Would make a good metro. Many gay couples so cute!

Okay so crashed ny today.

Don't know what to say. Made me have that effed up feeling all over again. ):

2011-01-29T06:23:00.000-08:00

Waves are crashings

Sigh, double sigh
I dont know why Im feeling like this again. I dont want to, but i cant help it.

Sometimes, when you feel like it you talk to me, and then when you dont. Its like Im not there, Im invisible
Thanks, thats exactly what its like. I shant elaborate any further. Just telling myself that its okay to feel disappointed?

**

This week was orientation, was gamemaster since i couldnt be an ogl. It sucks badly, cus I see them cheering and I cant be part of it? zxzz Gamemasters rock anyway, people suck up to me! Was gamemaster in the field during dry games, spammed sunblock since I was wrried i would become black. In the end, I still was a little
Yesterday wet games was cancelled because it rained non stop. Yeah, so i wasted a whole day waiting for my game which did not even start? But anyway I had fun with all the mass dances and mind games. I LOVE MASS DANCE <3>

damn blogger. i wrote this whole thing about my granddad and now its gone. Okay my granddad I love him. just take a way 10years of my life to heal him and let him get better

2011-01-22T10:36:00.000-08:00

Sigh.
This just has to happen again.
I hope I wont lose a friend this time.

2011-01-15T20:28:00.000-08:00

Happy birthday dawnpok! cant wait to see you next week!

2011-01-15T20:18:00.000-08:00

Ive never believe in stupid new year resolutions, but Im gonna try to fulfil mine this year!
Came up with the resolution last week and have been trying realy hard to get rid of the habit. Im trying man. hahaha

First week of school was fun; got to see everyone and caught up with our lives? Had fun, became childish and had fights and wars with mel. I tried to tie her up to the chair while she was sleeping but failed, so i tied her school bagt to the canteen tables. LOL
Being childish is fun!
Got into a water fight with the stupid BLONDE. she pushed me out into the rain and i sprayed her hair till it got all wet and disgusting.
Caught the stupid little fockers on friday and ate the smelly fries in the cinema. Conclusion-stupid fockers show, made me feel all excited about it and in the end it sucked like crap.

Saturday was seasports, I really love my stations, scissors paper stone and roller coaster! During roller coaster, all the groups didnt want to listen to my injstructions! Im gonna use a damn whistle next time -.- then went to j8 with some friends. Stupid shereen keng threatened me with our friendship.

Sidetrack, Im damn happy for my whole family now. Everything seems to be going the right way and direction. Gonna go with my mum to buy yet another new bag later. A gift from my dad, generous.

2011-01-08T08:07:00.001-08:00

Chem rpaper was crap man. I didnt know what the heck i was writing for half the time during the paper? And everything about organic chem and ionic equilibria was a mess man. At least, i know where I have gone wrong, and Im gonna study extremely hard for the new term! Gonna have geog next wed, honestly, i think i am going to waste 3hours sitting in LT1. Havent really touched anything about geog, I only know the a rock is a mineral? kk thanks.

Tried to study today, went to jr's house but was irritated by some indian. Who refuses to mow the lawn and repair the roof but just sit there and stink up the whole place. Damn. Did my easses got an 18. Dont think i am gonna try again, its only 2 marks away from full score, nonetheless I cheated. But i dont feel the least bad about it? I have no integrity but thats what everyone does!!!!

Went to my grandparents house again. Sigh, my granddad leg is acting up again, his toe is sort of blackish now? I dont wanna think about anything but definitely fear the worst man. I hate hospitals. fffff. ):
Went for supper with my family after that :D felt awesome because i really enjoyed the supper times! I always go to geylang for supper every friday night when i was young, we used to have a routine every friday night when my dad returns from work. Then my family will go out for a spin, dad would wash his car, and I always enjoyed looking out the window thinking that the foam was snow! after car wash, he will drive to shop and save to get sparkling juice and cornflakes. Champagne to pop at night! Then after shop and save at kallang, we will go to geylang to eat tau huey and taiwan snacks!!!! Awesome! Miss those times ): but its okay because its the same now, jsut that we dont go for supper often!

2011-01-01T07:51:00.000-08:00

I have an awesome clique. I remember last year we still say that next year we must celebrate new years together again! Even though there were less people this year, it was still a successful countdown! I love everyone, thanks for everything guys. Going out with the clique is fun, because i always get to laugh! <3

2011-01-01T07:17:00.000-08:00

This is my stead; Ethan Ong shengyuan. But recently he becoming more and more handsome already! HHahaha, say really. He is asking me now whether he handsome anot. That ego pig.
But if you compare last time and now, obviously la. Especially when jack is turning gay ):
We became stead together somewhere in October, when we suddenly talking about how childish we were in sec1 and 2, calling gf/bf steads. Sounds dumb.

BUT, i am really happy to have a handsome stead now! Hi osy, even though you irritate me everyday, you are still my stead <3 <3 You talk to me about christians and stuff, and we laugh at things everyday. Plus, you go and message charity using my phone and she thought it was me. LOL, you are seriously the joke man. Since secondary 3, youve really changed alot. Until Sec4, you sat beside me in class, everytime i sleep you will use the pillow to whack me. Damn childish you know? hahaha, and whenever you eat chicken rice you will burp loudly, then the whole area got your chicken rice smell! Oh plau, we peel bread in class together! I was damn sad when i had to go jc, and i was telling you that i will miss you, and miss not having a peeling bread friend in class (: Haha, remember that time where you finish the nuts me and beeting buy to class in sec4, then i scolded you. And you instant guilty until you looked like you were going to cry. Then you said you will buy one new packet for me. SO WHERE IS MY PACKET OF PEANUTS!

Hellboy ah, thanks for everything. Even the most negative that happen this year, you also made it sound like a joke. (: I know you wanted to be a pilot since damn long, so i wish you all the best. Please come back and marry me when you are a pilot, dont forget me! <3 hahaha, Eh oh and if you went to Nyjc i would have went okay. thats your importance (: lollollol, this post is damn gay! hahaha, Friends forever man. You change alot already, so dont forget me ^^

Find a girlfriend soon, someone whose ego not big one pleaseeeee. If not i will slap you.

2010-12-30T09:18:00.000-08:00

My bff is Koh beeting, She is pretty and awesome. Dont trust the pictures (:

2010-12-30T08:41:00.001-08:00

Suntanning under the umbrella when we were young!

Cam whoring at francis toilet~!

Pretending to be the president. I am gonna remember you forever when i become one. So i can take a ride with you in my lamnhorgini!

Having fun in the cam lab, when i first got my camera! oh yea you went with me to it fair!

Using phone like nobody business in school!

The fierce face!

WTF FACE

Taking pictures with you is fun! because i dont get tired of it!

Anywhere also can, as long as you bring your awesome camera!

I love your mole! alot!!! I miss your mole ):

Actually i realise you quite act cute wleh

Hi beeting, Thanks for being my bff and always being there for me. Our friendship damn long already, since sec1. But i remember Sec1 we werent really close. Until sec2 then we kept going to amk hub to slack after school and eat sumo house. Hahahaha, i always remember we both cui in studies in class till you even get 0 for amaths prelim last year!
We always laugh together with geemei and dawn too, at everything. Eat peanuts in class, sneak out to buy peanuts from the vending machine. Eating macaroni cheese and cai fan for recess. hahaha, pissing alot of teachers off! We also make ah pang our nipple teacher and make him walk out from class.
I miss those secondary school times. Then we worked at freaking john little, complaining everyday non stop. and you wore your ugly black pants, and i wore my ugly jeans that were too short. haha, lunch with you was retarded too cus we bitch about the malays working there.
I was very sad that we had to go different ways. and i hate jc alot, you always tell me to quit school. In the end i never really got the guts to! Even throughout the whole year, we texted each other almost everysday! Quite amzing huh. nothing to text about also text. You lost your way at poly, you also gave me a call, thinking i would know where your stupid lecture thweatre was. and i obviously dont know!
Amazing facts about our friendship. LOL. You will always be my shopping partner (with dawn) and you are always the it pro. haha, laughing always bring us together!
I fell into a hole while walking to plaza sing you also laugh! Scold indians you also laugh. HAHAHA but sometimes you are seriously the joke man. I will not get tired of this friendship! Even when you grow fugly and nobody wants you, you know i will always choose you as my lesbian partner.
This year was very happening for you. you got your monk and preaching stuff, i got my christian issues! Okay, i seriously cant remember any time where we quarrelled. <3
Oh yea, when abey thought you stalked her, you also texted me instantly! hahahah. Love this kinda sutff. Hope it wont end, till we die (: We should sit at the mrt station, or go eat at pasam malam soon. Even after we leave each other, immediately one of us would text each other again and talk rubbish!
Happy new year, and be strong (:

I love you

2010-12-30T07:37:00.001-08:00

I am mad tired and aching all over. Played badminton with team finally! Missed them like hell! We've set every last sunday of the month to play badminton and meet up. (hopefully?) At the same time get fit.
Okay, to be honest, my fitness now is... CUI TTM. i dont know why, dont used to feel so tired after playing badminton. Just one doubles game can kill. Okay time to work on my fitness if i wanna like join Dare4 next year -.-
The shuttles i lob used to go to the backline, those that i smash last time, i could hear the "Bam" sound, now i think sound like some chicken shit. Okay this saddens me ): I really wanna play awesome badminton next year!

Oh, and jasmine was telling me how much she missed having me as her partner! I really miss her too. We always have telepathy, i knew where she was gonna hit. Plus we used to have some secret formation. I couldnt hit comfortably when standing on the right side of the court, she couldnt stna don the left. So we compromise each other, AND I LOVE IT AND MISS IT! ):
Will always remember during sec2 just before our tournament, she fell backwards while doing agility, and broke her wrists. She couldnt play for the tournament and I didnt have my awesome partner! Thats sad. I miss her now too, she would always message me what jersey to wear to training so we could be identical. Coach used to mix up our names and call us each other's. ): Im still wearing the pink havaianas she gave me two years back <3 href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_Q2WUrsJzIH4/TRyrEzLo8JI/AAAAAAAAAqQ/BXAewhKo4oM/s1600/026.JPG">

***

Okay, so after badminton, I headed down to Sentosa to find the guys. I dont know how our"clique/group" came about. But been hanging out with them occasionally! They played Frisbee under the hot sun. while i watched their bags. Spammed sunblock, because i knew i will become some indian if i dont. Terence looked abit like bagua from the back. heehee. Played taiti, beginner's luck i guess? Then the stupid mind games, where junrong tries to act smart and call everyone stupid when in the end he was the last one to get the jist. hahaha. And then after that we went to vivo, to sit and talk cock. Played "I never" and truth or dare. Lucky i didnt get any shit. Well, it wasnt awkward for me to be the only girl. Hope it wasnt for them. jhahahah, but they say that they felt awkward for me during the I never.

***
So on the way home, since john stay opposite me. As usual, we had our nonsense talk and all. Okay, maybe not nonsense, but we do share some secrets! Both funny joke and serious ones. Haha, I'm really glad to have you as a friend, johncelin! I remember how we knew each other, I smsed you some retarded thing, and it was so awkward for both of us after that! but lucky we are good friends now! I think your dream was funny, but obviously i wont judge you! hgahaha, Im really glad that you sort of talked to me when I was sad. Because you are a really great listener and talker! You have 24 girls, I am honoured to be your friend man. hahaha, the boy who hasnt eaten rojak and ate chicken rice for 3 years of his life! You are inspiring because you told me how to set targets in life, (: and your quotes and educational info!
"Behind every smile is a sad story" Woah woah! Okay, i hope that you will smile forever but behind your smile is happiness.
Next year would be a busy year for us especially for you, since you have seasons. Hopefully we wont drift apart. We can still hang out and slack downstairs!
Thanks for everything (: be a pilot and make me proud

2010-12-28T08:51:00.000-08:00

I was studying with Pregnant today. She cracks me up with her weirdness and shyness.
It was damn funny. I did my tutorial today, like finally. So danae got some sutpid voucher from andersens so we went to eat it. In the end we got scammed! but it was worth it, considering the time we spend talking and crapping when we were eating the ice cream? She was drunk on Rum and Raisins ice cream? that pregnant fish.

So we came up with some theory about life being like soccer? I am gonna interpret here, KI student wants to see my talent. So danae is the player kicking the ball. Life is the ball. She tries to shoot but meets defenders and obstacles in the penalty box, she tries to shoot but the goalkeeper (someone) trips her over. Even though she was tripped over, she got up and dusts the shit from her legs, but she gets another shot because its a penalty. Then danae the star, drives the ball past the goalie! SCOREEEEEEE. Managers: Parents.

Okay, this may sound nonsensical. But we really had an intellectual discussion over this? Who says i am blonde? I had fun talking! really, lets do it again.

Oh pregnant forced me to join Dare4. but i told her i wanna go with khadz99. (KHADZ99 YOU SEE THIS? GO WITH ME) we saw a band playing kennyG songs yesterday. Bet she was inspired but she didnt dare to go up the stage when they asked for volunteers? hmmmmm.
Next year, musicfest, keep a lookout for Danae!

2010-12-27T08:58:00.000-08:00

Okay so I was out studying today with sherm and she told create twitter so that i can follow my snsd! supposedly!!! but i bet that crazy girl just want to find reasons to stalk me. HAHAHA okay alright shall go and create later!

Well anyway, just wanted to end this new year giving thanks to people whom have been nice to me (: im nice!

First up, would be the vietnam people. Im really really glad x10000 that i signed up for the trip. At first i thought 11 days was a tad too long? but i wished it was longer especially during the imba hotel stay man (Y). Night market <3

First up would be Teoshermin. I can still recall the day before the trip i was still whining to you about not wanting to go on the trip. Then i saw your fb wall post saying that you were excited. So i told myself to be excited for YOU :D awwww, swweet! But i was really glad to see your name on the list when the names for the trip came out. Totally. So yeah, i was close to you even before the trip, our KCPPS head prefect eh! Till now, when i see you everytime it still bother me that you were once the role model for all KCPians in school? Gosh, like look at you now?
Okay, i know im damn mean to you. but suaning is my way of showing my love for you ^^ I enjoy all the times that we spent together, and our talking sessions. Your advices were damn valuable and you always listen to me talk nonsense!
One thing i remember of you during the trip was that you snored freaking loudly? hahaha, until i laugh when i sleep. (: Dont feel sad that i wrote this, its okay to sound like a tractor sometimes!
Okay I really love you. and give thanks for knowing you as a friend. Lets enjoy our time in CT more k (: I know I never really said it, i admire your courage and attitude towards life's suckiness. cheers

Hi Danae, like your first impression of me. You are a damn dao girl? Whenever i see you, your daoness scares me. Somemore your buffness is woahh... But why you dont let me sueeze your musckes? ): ):
Okay seriously, would you rather be pregnant or buff?
Shermin always tells me nice things about you? Like the determined-volleyball-girl-who-doesnt-give-up, the-smart-ki-shit-girl-who-gets-20/30-for-promos. Yea, basically thats what i know of you. Plus your daoness. Seriously me and you the daoness, cannot compare because you sure win.
But anw, I like you because you are shy and easy to bully. Your only defence is hitting people, which is quite funny. And i like to make fun of you! You are damn dirty and disgusting with all your wantons and bin bags, Look at the videos and laugh at yourself please. JUST GO AND REFLECT!
I like to study with you, because you dont make any noise!
Can you join musicfest next year? like in a band, then maybe if you ask i'll play the piano for you. Or you can just go up to the stage and flex your muscles, first price.
Okay, i dont know what to say. i jsut like to laugh at you. Sorry for making fun of you, but i jsut cant help it. All the best for next year, I love you too and play the best soccer (: i will support you from the stands

Qiaz, I didnt know who were you last time. But now i do. You are funny and retarded jsut like a cow. You can sleep any place and any time, just like a cow too.
I like your gaga-ness and the awesome camera. You are just plain retarded! and so short i wanna punch you. nah hahaha just kidding. Lady gaga is a good role model for all girls in the world.
Stop sleeping k. I am happy to know you during the trip. REmember during reflections our ter kah? hahahah, and the girl we always laugh at. its damn bad but i cant help it too!
Dont so emo next time k, got anything find me. i will bring you to the zoo! hahaha
I lvoe you too, and all the best next year!

KHADZ99! hahahha, i like your name! Till i paint your name on the floor many times at the school!
SO, you were the only one i was truly afraid of before the trip. Thanks to your ignorance of my messages despite me apologising profusely? hahaha grrrr. Its okay cus at least we are good friends now!
Do you miss the peanuts in vietnam? oh man, should have bought 100 packetrs for you to stock up here. I miss vietnam food and your peanuts ): I wanna kope your spring rolls again!
Next time when we see each other in school, must say hi okay, dont be like dao danae!
I really like you too cus you are fun to bully. I am sorry for staring and looking at you during reflections and bursting out laughing suddenly. But i am laughing at your reactions not your face! oh yea, you were laughing at me too when i didnt know the actions for the stupid Frog song. its retarded sersiouly i dont know why yu know it!
Lets study more often together peanuts! and Be happy for the new year! love youuuuu

Wah this minah sia. My partner in crime. Always laughing at people with me and making fun. That time still go and shout eh Miss Wu Shiyao say you look like china woman.
Walao make me freaking paiseh!!!! But i like your straightforwardness and how i am not the least uncomfortable around you cus i know you wont be angry. Okay wait, i havent really suan you yet cus i dont want you to suan me back double!
First impression, jianshen ex. cannot anyhow talk around her. Then you tell me he damn Lamnua, i cannot take it already. You are damn funny! plus spontaneous cus you and khadz with me buy our farmer hat! got scammed 500,000 DONG. stupid.
hahaha, and you are funny cus you bargain and got chased out by people. Okay i lvoe you too! we can click well, hang out together lehzzzzzzz

SHITney. the thorn among the roses man! okay i miss you la. You and your girliness.
Eh Man, can you grow taller? i feel sad for you. dont be!
Yeah thanks for everything! in maichau for being the only guy and sharing all your cookies.
Laughing with me! and your gungho attitude! seriously, hockey guys all good looking? nahhhh. hahahahah
You also damn funny. Go to the hotel slack also must act confident and walk like youre rich. okay but it was really a good stunt. NExt time we go sit gmax okay!
At first, i didnt know you well but im glad i knew you better during the trip and after it! Why you keep twisting my wrists, I can suddenly feel the pain when i was typing your part. hahaha, oh and night market the bags. thanks for going around to find with me!
Oh yea, and your awesome camera, i swear when i have the money im gonna get it!~!!!!
I love you too!

I MISS VIETNAM FOOD AND WEATHER AND PLACE!

2010-10-04T10:06:00.000-07:00

Before and After.
Its still the same.

Awesome day, happy things always end quickly
Bad mummy

2010-10-03T07:36:00.001-07:00

I feel happy when i am out with Beeting and Dawn! and i want to sleepover with them again! its damn fun and i love them!
QWent to eat sakae, remember Bee's colourful vomit? lol this time we learnt or lesson (not)
Okay we still ordered alot and had to smuggle food in our PAlastic bag.
Walked to the toilet with the palastic bag after eating then the sakae aunty suddenly walked out of the toilet, hope she didnt see our food!

Sleepover, drink collagen juice, awesome!!!!!!
Watched movie till 6 plus 7? hahaha damn shiok, no exams nothing to think about.
was the first to sleep obviously, and the first to wake up.
Watched the remi the bouncing kangaroo! freaking funny.
>IKEA! buy shits. i bought a soccer ball soft toy and a rat!
>Homed

Fugly monster

2010-10-03T02:08:00.000-07:00

HIHI exams just ended. and i am enjoying it. dont know whether will retain or Repaper or not.
But its too early to think about it!

Anyway, i agree to post something about my friend Lum Jun Rong.

all the pictures i post here all like shit, but its okay cus you look like shit. The face cannot smile properly one, looka t all the photos. SPOIL!
Still dare t insult me ah, watch out. when i get vivian dawson i will make him dump Jolin sai. Maybe we can go gym work out different muscles. ahahahhaha

I will own you in badminton, challenge soon

SO UGLY
ACT
Disgusting
WTFFFFFFF!!!!!!!!?????

I dont have nice picture of you la seriously. maybe when i feel like it then i go find? bu ti dont want waste my effort and time.
Okay i actually think this is one of the nicest picture of you!

Red bra, loving it

See what see, dig out your eyeball.

Okay laa fine, since i agreed to do this, might as well make it nice and the fact the i am damn nice to you? Stop saying that you are nice to me, YOU ARE NOT! FACE IT LA DICK

Hahaha, i shall be nicer to you than you are to me
Hi Lum,
I am glad that we are such good friends, its a little unexpected that we became such good friends? i myself also quite shocked man. Like WTH! I like the fact that you are damn game for anything, from bak kut teh to wanking in the toilet.
Thanks for everything man. Happy la kay fine, i admit. I remember during J2 Ptm my toe spoil, even though you suaned and laughed at me for the whole day, but at the end of the day you still accompany me to the general office. Thats great man!
You always joke arounhd and i joke back with you. Lucky you same cca as me if not i blur sure dont know what to do!
Although you abit mcp and act big, but you actually very gentleman. and i sincerely hope that you will like the 2 L. prefrably the rich one, so you can chi ta de ruan fan. hahahahah
Yea even though you mcp but you mcp in a funny way.
Stop PMSing la bitch gayboy. if you pms at me again, one subway cookie wont do. I WANT THE WHOLE SHOP NOW!
I also like the fact that we can talk nonsense for damn long, we are both inonsistent in work, we are both stupid (you stupider). and take h1 chem for losers together.

Actually you suck la, i dont want to talk to you anymore! We still have damn long to-do and to-go list. faster go and complete!
thanks for everything man, i hate you. but be nicer to me can please! if not i tell my bangla boypren to come and rape you.
We will sure talk even after jc one la. even when you are botak and uglier, i will remember you as my good friend, goodest in school!

Disclaimer: we are just friends!

2010-04-04T09:52:00.000-07:00

Thank you for making me a failure.
Fuck my Life

2010-04-04T09:49:00.000-07:00

Lol, i think i am a joke. why would someone say that she will die to get a place in vj. whats wrong with everyone man.
i am like suffering so much now. i cant catch up with anything and everything. first econs test 3/15. whats this man. chem test either 0 or 1.
Never felt so much like a failure in my life, even though my life is only 17 short years. Life really sucks. i cant be as energetic as last time, everytime i want to go out, i think about the piling work undone and the work that i cant decipher.
I hate my life. I made a wrong decision.
I suck at everything.
Let me return to secondary school/primary school/kindergarten.
i dont want to grow up.
its too tough for me already

2010-02-21T06:58:00.000-08:00

I love to meet up with the girls, and everyone else!
Can i do that everyday?
i just realised that i have been talking to bee almost everyday ( everyday) and thats fun! cus i miss bee like hell! its so sad going to school and not seeing the familiar faces, not that my current class is bad. They are nice!
Went qimei bbq ytd, Happy Birthday (: took lots of photos but one stupid girl forgot her thumbdrive!

I Got a new BABY! I like my bbbbbbbbbbbb okayyyyy!

2010-02-12T09:01:00.000-08:00

Before Puking, stuff like hamster

Going to puke still take photo
Puking already, constipated face
After puking the rainbow vomit, sian ttm

2010-02-12T08:51:00.000-08:00

Some of the photos!

2010-02-12T08:30:00.000-08:00

I survived my first officiall week in Vj. and it sucks ttm!
only first week and i am like studying and reading through my notes, whats this! i have never done that before. Lectures are super boring, i have a stupid chem lecturer who is super gay and talks like a woman, and a chem tutor who wears long sleeve, long high waist skirt, black high socks and brown shoes.
Super cool. her name is wong shyueh mei Monica. nice name, shuehmei. haha! she looks like a country bumpkin, and looks like a hasbrown.
Math is not bad, but one of the lecturer look like a purple Brinjal.
GP quite cool. need to cut newspaper ):
Econs got one bastard teacher.
Geog going to malaysia trip.

Basically thats all, i hate studying, abit stress. Kinda regret now, but cant do anythign about it. At least my class is nice.

Today was the happiest day of Febuary! becasue went back to xinmin saw so many old friends, joined the alumni. sounds so cool! And i met Beeting! like so long never catch up, we talked all the way from school to buffet to suntec to home. shiok! i love talking to her.
But not everyone went back to school today so its quite sad. i missed everyone. ):
i wanna peel bread and talk in 407.
So me and bee went to eat sakae today, eat till stomach explode. And she says its my fault beacuse everything i ordered two sets, but she also order alot okkkk!
Its damn funny, nowhere to put the leftover food. Typically, rice put in bag.
the potato put between two bowls and squash it like a pancake. super funny, keep laughing until stomach pain. Then chiong the mochi like free (actually only three pieces)
Beeting kept having the feeling to puke and i want to shit but my shit dont want to come out -.-
We keep stuck in our own ways, and thats funny. sit down cus cant walk.
Walked to find dawn at sasa, Beeting suddenly got th puke feeling! dman fun.
Rushed to the toilet puked

1. phlegm
2. pink vomit
3. yellow vomit
4. yellow and pink vomit COMBO

ultra funny, but i was damn worried she going to faint or something la! that stupid girl scare me!
In the end also keep laughing! The puke is damn colourful and nice, i like it. i like it more than normal puke which is so disgusting and smelly..
Bee's puke has colours and smells nice (ithink) cus its from the mango and lychee mochi! haha!
Lets do it again sometime. She says she will never eat Sakae forever, then changed to 3months, now 1 month.
I bet in 3 weeks, that crazy ass is going to ask me out for another round of sakae again! hahaahah

Saw dawn so excited, saw jasmine too! miss her like TTM! and xinjie and luyi and zhiting and njl etcetc. I love reunions!!!!!!!

I really want to

2010-02-03T05:56:00.000-08:00

I really want to live secondary school life again. The feeling makes me sick man. Vj is so far so good, but nothing can compare to xms and friends ): i miss everything man. From homecominghaunted house to making some prata sausage for sichuan. ):

I really miss beeting's smelly fish fillet and stinky bread,
I miss dawn's sleepiness and throwing rubbish in class
I miss qimei's nonsense and sleeping disease
I miss shengyuan the peel bread king and his attempts to wake me up
I miss jem and his tempers
I miss kuanyu and his fights
I miss chinese class and ah pang, not forgetting LHY
I miss yvette laughing at liyana the nurse and AYAM
I miss all the girls whom i dont talk to very often
I miss dwayne and mcp
I miss paul's spit in the newspaper and throw
I miss haiza and mrs raj
I miss kahlun and his lameness
I miss jianhao and mr chan. teachers pet
I miss augustine and his sideways awkwardness
I miss all the guys at the back.

I really miss alot of things, good things always comes to an end. I always remember me and beetin going to amk hub to eat sumo house or chiong to town in school uniform to watch some lame movie (eg.house bunny). i miss asking people what to eat for recess. i miss the noisiness in class and EVERYTHING!
I also want more chalets and more drinking sessions. I love the feeling. oh yea i also miss xinjie, though we not in the same school, but will still be going to gym with her and also tuition. that mabok queen. (:
okay fine, i miss everything. i miss alot of things, i also miss india the most.
oh by the way, there is an indian scholar in my class -.- omg, i love indians. i also miss the bananas. and the people at chalet!

Maybe sometimes we should not dwell on the past and look forward (:
so today was the cca walkabout, I dont like to play sports anymore, thats weird, considering i have been in sports for my 10 years of education. so this time round i am going to join guitar/chinese orchestra/ct council/interact club/world vision society.
wow right, all those voluteering groups! sounds lame right, but i hope its fun. i dont want to go to school on saturday for CCA!!!!! Bishan is freaking far from vj for goodness sake! dont torture me!
i love mass dances! tribal dance and the friendship dance! What about some whineys.
Orientation was alright. quite fun.
I really hate it in a new school when people say that i am tall. yea yea, i know i am tall. stop it mannnnnn. lol! this sucks man.
but fortunately, my class is alright! got melisa (new found friend) shili jasmine weiming zixuan in my class! xinmin party!

Cant wait to meet up with everyone on chinese new year

2010-01-28T03:27:00.000-08:00

Vjc is a damn cool school! the school spirit is just so good, cant help but be infected by the infectious entusiam by everyone! The whole school was practically cheering their cheers, and it is amazing and a wonder how they can memorize all the different cheers, dance steps. ( there are a total of 6 dances to learn ) Its quite nice there, sof ar so good. Even the principal is funny. What a man!

And i met several new friends today in my OG Arkaye5! There is this funny girl from scgs Melisa, we became friends immediately, because she said hi to me but i was damn tired tired tired so i told her"very tired leh, you tired?" then she started talking to me. Everyone assembled in the auditorium, started quite late. My new friend is damn funny, she laughs alot too and she thinks i am funny. lol! Hope she dont transfer out ): Theres also this other 2 guys from Vs and Cathigh, funny people also. First day so far so good. The dance is fun man!
I really really really hope that Njl and Jasmine can join me at Vj! i really want us to be in the same school (:

That njl at acsi now, jealous of her man! all the cute and tall guys, its just so unfair! ):
Now i have to start thinking about my subject combi, wanted go china studies but went for briefing today, need to do what independent research thing. shitass, so difficult. i dont want!
I have nice nice OGL. (:

So, backtrack to a few days before.

On wed, me and my mummy go shopping. I spent a bomb mannnn! Bebe ftw. but expensive. but i dont care. which means now i am officially broke! but my mummy did sponsor one dress from Zara (: So happy that my mum is trendy! i love this man, lucky she not some san gu liu po, or aunty who everyday go market. wear slippers those kind. she is trendy (: and i like. But i havent bought my shoes! going to meet up dawn and bee sometime next week to buy ^^ cant wait to see them. even though met them ytd, seems like one week le ):
Went to collect the photos, i bought frames and framed photos. gave to xq bee and dawn. Passing to qm soon. and if Njl comes to vj on monday, i give ehr too (:
print the photos so many, expensive. but i like (: Then went dinner at mumtaz mahal, not as fantastic as i thought. Naan at farrer park rocks more. though there is the spicy cracker and tandoori chicken there. i love india food!

hopefully got trip to india at vj, i will sign up for it again!! Hope i do well there, i dont want to retain. Want to join chinese orchestra or band. Cant imagine right? sportsperson for so long, now go music. ^^ but my ogl says the sports people will come poach me. better be prepared. later need my dad go school like sec1 in xms like that. Big joke!

2010-01-14T21:16:00.000-08:00

I have chosen my school already. Past few days have been busy like mad.
And i havent gotten enough sleep at all, in the end decided to go to vjc.
The moment i type out vjc, i am already wondering if i have made the right decision,
All along i have always wanted nanyang, and thus it is my second choice.
I am kind of worried, very worried in fact. I applied for science stream, should be taking math,chem,econs, and another humans. no idea though,
I want to try some India Studies, maybe China studies. Most would want to choose geography, but i am also afraid. I am afraid of everything.
I dont want to retain leh, people at vjc are known to be imba and smartypants. What if I cant match up to their standards? Ultimately, my main goal is to do well at alevels and go up to university. Thats for my future.
Vjc has the studious environment i guess? Let that motivate me to do well. I hope i can take Chemistry at H1 level. I dont want H2. Reason being I am combined science.

To think about it, I regret playing too much in secondary2. I really regretted it, if i had studied and not play, maybe i would not have gotten such rotten grades.
but on hindsight, I really enjoyed myself to the max at 407, and i think combined science is damn cool. If i had a choice to start over, I might still choose to do badly in sec2. Contradicting and totally ironic.

I want more people to go Vj leh. I dont want sian alone there. ): But since i already made my decision and submitted the form, i think its too late to say anything already.
Going to look forward to the future!

My olevels results has been both a shock and relief to me. Never in my brain or my entire secondary school life, would i have dreamt about this kind of grades. Like i said, combined science the future confirm will dimmer than those in pure science.
Even in Xms, we experienced this kind of prejudice and biasness. But thanks to a few teacher who really supported us and believed in us, we did well enough to throw our results at ____ and _____ face.
Even my mother thought i would do badly, she thinks that the best i would go is 10points. and honestly i thought so too. But well, dreams do come true?
I went to pray to kongzi before my exams leh.

Currently working at John Little Marina Square, after these 4days of work, i conclude that Singaporeans are ugly, ugly people. I dont know why the ladies can take 10 bra (thats the whole basket), go into the fitting room and try. mess up the whole place, come out and dont buy anything -.- seriously, why cant you just take a few and try. why need to fill up the whole basket? Not like you have 20boobs or something.
Some people are just plain rude, they think they own the whole world. Arrogant peice of shit. So impatient, if you think you can do a better job than me, I would most welcome you to take my place. Cashiering is not easy, it takes time to learn. Nobody was born a genius!
Everyday I feel like my legs are breaking, i walk 100km everyday from the fitting room and putting back the clothes at their original positions. I hate my job.
Worst still, I have a superduper lazy supervisor. Everyday sit in office and enjoy the aircon while we slug it out at the ladies department, short of manpower, busy like anything.
She even asked me to OT yesterday, which i was not supposed to do so. Freaking mad dog tired and angry at that malay woman!
Going to quit soon, though only working till 24th, but a few days rest means alot to me also (:

I am not going to complain already.

2010-01-08T06:33:00.000-08:00

Chalet was a bomb man. mabok forever.
The chalet was nice, so big, so cool, so beautiful. but now, i am broke already..

1st day;
bbq some shit. i love fanning the fire, the corn all chaotah black colour. Even the cat dont want eat the corn. Stupid cat geng, eat chicken only. at night so noisy somemore.

2nd day;
Had chwee kueh for breakfast. it sucks, taste like flour and shit mix together, nua nua one. the fruits also not sweet, go pulau ubin to collect one. Pulau ubin is the best, i loooove it. i looooove cycling. got wind like whooo.downhill was fun, but uphill so tiring must disembark the bike and push. so many stones somemore, but i like. lucky bike never halfway spoil. Sit the boat, go back chalet and sleep. Went out with xj and bee to eat subway at night! italian bmt, but the service there slowest of all subway in the world!!!!!!! bbq and drink some mango vodka, i like. then the xj mabok again. I Love Ah Guas, they stuff fruits inside their boobs, some days got papaya also. At night go see Ahguas. I know they like tattoos!

3rd day;
early morning go the stupid training for jl. cashering sucks, so many vouchers and cards. Gong dian at there, want to sleep. Got people hkpk in the training, somemore show her disgusting red and black flower panties, sorry i not turn on. Go back and have the best pasta in the world, sleep in the aircon room. At night go banana bbq, food best! stingray and sotong rocks.
i love lady gaga, want to join hip hop and lady gaga dance class. who want? (:(:
cab back to changi, wanted buy hoegaarden, but the cheers malay guy ask for id.
then dawn ask me go kopitiam help her buy some heinekein.
Went back and steam some sweet potato, eat with the chivas. i want grow sweet potato farm next time. Cook alot of pancakes, franchise with jem and xj. they hire me as head chef!
got some cai tao kueh also. Cook 100pancakes for damn long. Blast ktv and the white colour hair guard some press bell Againzz scold us ):
Tired like anything, sleep at the balcony room no space.

4thday;
only one hour sleep, tired wake up wash plate go home

i love chalet man, got so many new couples, like xinjieZ and zihaoZZ. LOL!!!!

tmr ahpang lunch with sisters republic

2010-01-06T03:11:00.000-08:00

I have been wondering, how have i met xinjie?
what are the possible scenarios?

1) we see each other in school and say hi to each other?
2) i think she damn cute so i became friends with her
3) think i met her through natalie during hmt class in sec2. me nat xinjie esther always want to sleep so she damn super duper kp keep pick on us
4) i stalker keep say hi to her
5) id ont know!

but i only know last year2009 was closer to her. cus we same ah pang chinese class and keep talking. li hong yan in 2008 and armpit hair together. oh and jiting and gheemei. funny leh. i miss her hair leh!

okay end of stupid post.
this saturday we going to find ah pang to eat korean bbq at city square. sister club and dawn tgt.
osy brother is eye candy leh. today see one pig at pulau ubin also call jack. The pig damn big! and lazy alsol. but then xinjie never go leh, but she good. never become lobster

i miss li hong yan!!!!! there will always be one convrsstion that i will vividly remember throughout my life.
i excited cus she from china, hongyan leh,. wow.

me; lao shi ni you mei you nan peng you? *cheekily
lhy; Wei shen me wen zhe ge wen ti *china tone
me: wo zhi shi xiang zhi dao

her face immediately change like all scrunched up going to cry

QING NI BU YAO ZAI WO SHANG KOU SHANG SHA YAN! china tone

i think she break up with her bf la, then ba wo men dang chu qi tong.
trendy leh, pretty woman long time never see. next monday going see her. and ask how her armpi8t hair is doing. (;`

2010-01-03T07:42:00.000-08:00

wtf

2009-12-27T07:52:00.000-08:00

Boxing Day and sherlock holmes, thanks to wk and zj. finally saw kenneth after like many years!
Jude law is so cute (: (: but xiaoqi says he is a womanizer ): thats nice.
The show left me pondering over it even after it ended, and Sherlock holmes really is a smart ass guy,
but credits goes to the author (i dont know who) he is the smartest to create the whole series and the ideology. theres some science in the story too
I got cheese on my dress, and hair ):

We went out to town and have korean food cus there was nothing to dine at vivo, boringgg.
Took pictures.

My favourite. This is a picture with an indian moose/reindeer!
also got chinese moose/reindeer. lol!
no offence,

2009-12-24T07:12:00.000-08:00

Watching You're beautiful, korean drama now. not bad leh.

theres this male lead, he quite charming, i like!

think watch too much, ytd night dreamt that Hwang Tae Kyung is my boyfriend leh!

ride bicycle fetch me from school leh!

woooohooooo! lol!

2009-12-22T06:57:00.000-08:00

Fish spa was ticklish like some dumass shit!!!!
the fish like picnic at my feet man, i hate the big ugly transprent-black fish. The king of tickling man.

Best, it was cheap (i guess?) lol.
Went for job interview at john little before that, successful and the person was quite nice. (:

Back home and my mother is creating a huge bigass din about me taking a plastic bag from mango when i bought a top from there! lol.
Copenhagen Conference and Kyoto Protocol at my house. She shout at whack me, violent sia.
but i ignore her and continue using the computer she got more angry.

(Y)

GOT EYE CANDY LEH!

2009-12-21T06:45:00.000-08:00

Hi i have came to blog about my shit day today thanks to a shit who ruined it -.-
As some of you guys know, i play the piano i am currently taking grade7.
But maybe some of you all know, my teacher is very irresponsible?
Let me begin my story (:

This morning, my brother told me; "eh jie, can you message her to bring my green colour file? she very long never give me back le leh"
so i messaged her. she has forgotten everytime (EVERYTIME!) ti bring my brother's file which has his important and favourite piano scores inside.
Everytime leh! so i messaged her

Me; My brother say please bring his green file. If you never bring he will use his yoyo and smack you

lol, this is threatening. and my brother is angry at me for smsing her that he is going to smack her with his yoyo. lol!
Okay lo, she never reply. forget it. maybe she cant take jokes.
but anw, i wasnt joking, if she never bring his file again (which she hasnt for the past ONE year, i will box her man! )

Piano lesson was scheduled at 4.30. So we rushed home and waited and waited.
until 5pm, she havent come. So i was suggesting that if she never come i will lock her outside of the house and not let her in.
For what? i tell you, every time she late late late. she think what
zao chu wang gui ah. abit no link la. but she come late and go early. scamming our money isit? havent 1hour she go leh.

so my mum called her then she never pick up. and at 5.15pm, i recieved an sms

"Hi there there is no lesson today. this week is lesson break and i am in malaysia at the moment"

wah, i tell you i read the message i exploded man. What the hell is this, trying to dua us again and again isit. fishball la you, this month dua us 2times not enough ah. everytime last minute cancel, last minute sick. half an hour before the lesson tell me she cannot make it. WTF?!

so i replied "lol, you think like that damn trendy isit. then you come put aeroplane on us again, you didnt tell us last week that you not coming. Rush home then you like that, so many times already. okay lo, if it was you you sure angry one leh"

Then she said "I dont think thats very fair. your mum told me to cancel this month lesson and only do make up lessons. so this week i am away so i didnt tell her"

Whatthefuck man. You whole day whole night cancel this cancel that, of course chalk up so many make up lesson what. And last week the lesson, you didnt even have the cheek to call, need my mum call you and ask if you coming today.

this is shit man.

so i said "okay you talk to my mum when you are back"

and guess what that person say.

"yes i will talk to her. To be honest im really angry too because your msg was very rude"

rude? i rude arh? Pot calling the kettle black isit? siao ah. what rude? you want talk to me about politeness and graciousness, look at yourself first man.

I opine that i was being very polite already, what do you want me to do? practice some gentlemanliness to you.
throw shit at your face ah. In the first place, she is so irresponsible.

I remembered clearly that beacuse of her dumbass lesson on monday 5.30. Before the olevels, i had to rush home from chemistry remedial everymonday to attend the stupid piano lesson. Then everytime i rush till like some sweaty pig that time, she dua me again

Sorry, i dont think i will be able to go to lesson. i am down with flu and headache. will make up with you next week

I am sorry lo, thats not being fair to me either. i rushed all the way home then you freaking come tell me you not coming. then i rush for what you tell me?
Then every time i in school she will message me, hi, can you please help me tell your mom and brother that i cannot come for lesson today thanks

Lucky i am not a nerd and bring my phone toschool, then i still need chiong to toilet call my mother. This is shit man. When i was working also like that, in the middle of Mickey and Friends dance, my phone vibrate non-stop. tell me last minute got something on.,
I EVERYDAY GOT THING ON LA!

Talk about fairness? lol, make me laugh only man. So everytime you dua us and last minute cancel, i am going to cry and whine and make a huge fuss out of it just because its Unfair? then by now, my eyes would have been too swollen from all the crying. and all the tears will dry up into shit, in my eyes.

Tmr i will be going down to Cristofori to look for piano lessons.
Bitchball.

2009-12-19T06:51:00.000-08:00

Since Disney work ended on monday, i have been looking for a job.
why is it so difficult, i dont ask for alot what -.- !@#$%^
Monday-
Chris treated kfc. wanted meltz since its nicer and healthier and salad,
but he only give the nice food to his favourite girls -.- salad cheaper than the stupid chicken what. stuff my stomach with chicken and chicken and more chicken till damn full. But cannot wang en fu yi la,got chicken better than no chicken ^^
I have another super supervisor, kenneth. not bad leh, treat pizza hut on saturday.
eat till damn shiok, next day early morning go chiong gym with yuenling and xinjie
before heading to work like a zombie.
Healthy only for that day only la, the fats also never miraculously fly away.

Tuesday-
Went to school in the morning to return my red tie. And i just knew yesterday that i had to pay $196.40 for the India Trip lehhhhhh. wth! i thought it was completely free leh. that time the school also got say can pay by edusave.
slow poke ass shit. Process earlier la, then we no need pay what.
DUMB SHIT! still need go all the way to hougang next week to pay that freaking money.
$196.40 is alot right. But i think its worth it leh, even just the plane taking off and landing the feeling, and with friends is priceless! and plus i got to go to the taj mahal! cool like anything right!
but i still dont feel like paying. I am just saying that its worth the money. ><

okay but anyway, back to tuesday. Went to little india to have some authentic northern indian cuisine,

have been craving for it okay! i even went to the prata shop at my house downstairs to ask if they sell naan. but they never leh. singapore is some tamil state for southern indians. no naan! ):

The naan and butter chicken shiok like siao leh! But still nothing beats tuviksha clubhouse the butter chicken! Its expensive too. 8bucks for one stupid butter chicken.

I go little india dont have the india india feel leh, i dont feel like india at all.

The people at little india need to honk more leh, then can create the feel mah.

maybe all buses travelling via little india should be those kind of lao kok kok bus.

It appeals to tourists i think? but i doubt i will ever be travelling to little india if they really do that.

The stupid dvd and vcd so freaking expensive. I bought my jab we met at india only 99ruppes leh (3sgd) the stupid discs here are overpriced. $12.90 thats 4 times the price okay! totally not worth it. should have sao all the discs there and come little india sell. profitable.

Wednesday-

Failed attempt to go to the science centre.

Met up with qimei and xiaoqi (long lost friends) to go science centre to look at the bodyworld exhibition. but ah, fail leh. Met at j8, eat lunch. then while going down the escalator,

we passed by movie advertisement posters outside Gv.

Wah, by then, heart already abit itchy le. Then still need take train to jurong east! like SUPER long trip, then we all sian le.

so suggested to go town to catch a movie, and at the same time, abandoned our plans to have an educational day!

Caught Couples Retreat. funny like shit. Should watch!!!!! Then we walked around around, shop abit.

then went to far east to eat tze char. best place to eat leh! I am grateful for the day because i finally met up with them since many mn=any years!

Thursday-

Sentosa with the badminton girls! long time also never see them.Ate at vivo, boring food.

Then go sentosa, but rained! we thought it stopped so we rented bicycle.

since Jasmine dont know how to cycle, there were scooters for rental also so we rode the scooters! Although the scooters were not as fast as the bikes, it was still fun (: i had a great time. then we were caught in the rain. took shelter at the bus place and jiayun was lost, but we found her (obviously)

Keep rain and stop. didnt had the chance to take the luge. Which kind soul wants to go to sentosa to play luge with me? :D

oh, i just remembered that xinjie supposed to teach me play volleyball leh!!! i wanna be dman pro! lol.

I fell down and knocked my shin, now theres an ugly scar there. at first it was white in colour when i first fell, then its now yellow which red stuffs that cant be cleared off. beats me. ?? disgusting, so clumsy. everytime, again

Took many photos but have not uploaded. going to do it soon! The stupid rain pissed us all off so we left sentosa.

Priscilla suggested we sell our tickets, so me and her first to sell our tickets ( the ones that we used to enter and dexit sentosa, the one to take tram) and we successfully sold it. wah then when the people who bought it from us wanted to enter that time, got error.

then we kena shocked, so we told the operator that we just bought extras, then fortunately they didnt suspect anything.

then jasmine and liwen sell, also got error but also nothing happen

then alexa and jiayun went to sell, kena caught! paiseh for them. lol.

Went dinner at sakae with my parents and yuyang at night!

Friday-

Town with my trendy mum and yuyang. Bought one pair of umbro school shoes and adidas sneakers for him. and i bought Da vinci code! finally. Wanted to buy clothes but could not find anything that interests me.

The sales at Topshop and Miss selfridge's should just change their name to

"sale for fat people only"

no offence la, whats the use of having a sales when all the items on sale are sizes 12-16?

wth man, might as well just close the whole area for people who are entitled to the sales items?

I dont mean to be a cheapo, cheapskate. but its true isnt it?

Then the most i dont buy sales item lo. good (Y) lol.

Saturday, today-

Went Escape Theme Park with zhiting yuenling xinjie annlyn and my brother. Raining like tweety bird from 12-3plus.

we bought the tickets to go in, literally sit there and wait for the stupid rain to stop.

Went in the open house, my first time. Even 407 haunted house i also didnt there to go in. Ironically, i was one of the ghost inside? lol, and i was scared.

stupid haunted house at escape not scray, i was just scaring myself inside. and the employees were violent! zhiting nose was hit! lol.

Got one guy from escape weird like tweety bird. talk some rubbish.

Finally all the rides were opened at 4. Viking ship like 4 times, have the ball feeling and the stomach thing. now still abit headache.

Then we chiong to wet and wild. got our raincoat, alaf but who cares. its trendy, got raincoat good what, ugly but dry leh! go twice.

the family coaster damn lame but can create mood.

I TELL YOU AH! INDIANS ARE RETARDED. maybe not all, but the oens i see at escape.

dont know how to drive the go kart.

going up the slope stuck down there cus apparently

2 fat indias squeeze into one go kart. the car stuck uphill not surprising at all lor. They not paiseh one meh, then the whole place got go kart traffic jam. Worse, they dont take the initiative to come out and push their car, left one skinny bones escape emplyee go push the 2 fat ass and one car up the hill. Then they coming downhill dont know how to brake one leh!

Bang into the car infront, lucky the guy head never dislocate and drop to the floor. they seriously retarded man.

Then the bumper boat also funny ah! indians especially, we keep shoot the indians sitting outside the place. then they all wet. Indian mission sauccessful! suaku siao one leh they. keep shoot people then one girl damn angry keep shouting

"you all very bad hearted! my mother say i cannot get wet. you very bad leh"

lol! keep laughing, lucky i got my super raincoat, not wet!

Take the family coaster keep shout prata and curry with xinjie. cus got the same R.I sitting infront of us. Happy happy day today!

2009-11-26T05:58:00.000-08:00

Prom has passed
Camp has passed
and now i am stuck with the most horrible and retarded job in the world. ><
its so stupid that i am going to quit soon,
i hate it when people hear you but pretend not to hear you, instead they stare at you like a stupid freak.
i hate that,
if you dont want just say no or decline, its not as if you cant speak? dont make my job difficult already.
cant wait to stop working!

I seriously suffering from post india syndrome or something, i really really miss the times there
forexample when i daydream anytime, during work on the bus etc,.
i think of india and friends(bananas). It has really been a fruitful and memorable time,
i really miss the times. i want time to return and for those memories to reply again! ):
i sound like an idiot i know,
but its really the best time in my sec4 life! really really.
nothing beats india, lol
and i keep thinking of the teachers too, the best is mrs lim.

not the end of post yet,
i personally feel that xinmin will not be very good after all the good teachers leave, this is my personal oponion, not planning to offend anyone (:
mrs lim is going, mr chan is going, mr yap is going, ms tee might be going.
haha, so xinmin how? so many pro one going
in the end, who's to takeover?
its not for me to criticise, its not my business to care since i graduated,
but of course i want xinmin to be top school (blahblahblah)
it seems impossible, but on the other hand,
nothing is impossible (:

2009-11-18T09:23:00.000-08:00

Hello everyone, i am back from india, i dont think anyone would read my blog post but just blogging for my own memories sake (:

First day; from SG to india.
reached the airport, very olden singapore kind of airport. it was quite cold. We met up with the indian guys and took the school bus to Bal Bharati. It was kind of a shock at first because the bus has no aircon, it is very old like 1960s buses that were used in singapore. The air was freaking DIRTY! you can immediately smell the tinge of dust and smelliness in the air. Furthermore on the way to their school there were people burning rubber, so imagine the smell. One word; SHIOK. -.- so we reached school at around 1am india time which is around 3am in singapore. was very tired. met up with tuviksha and her mum, nice people they treat me well (:
it was very scary to live in a stranger's house, we had little things to talk about. just say we cant click? (:

Second day; Tour around New delhi pitampura
Tuviksh''s driver sent us to school. DRIVER leh. rich huh? lol! Reached the school which is giganormous! Alot of indians looking at us like some freaking alien.
Saw singaporeans and super happy. We had a small ceremony in the conference room where we had to put the red dot (infared) and a few rice grains on our forehead. To them, i supposed its their way of saying welcome to india?
then we had a tour around the school, the little nursery kids were super cute! they were having their childrens' day sports day. their sports day is like aconcert. they need to wear costumes and run around. costumes like lion animals etc.
toured the school facilities. then we left for the sikh temple, the bus was crowded hot and super stuffy. Believe it or not, there are anim als on the road. cows cattles dogs... ? its kinda funny.
AND one thing i really really cannot stand is the traffic. it is freaking stupid and noisy. Everybody is honking and honking non stop like nobody's business, maybe it is nobody's business but this is contributing to noise pollution, mind you! there are few traffic lights and some people normally do not give a damn about the lights. -.-
We went to the sikh temple first where we had to take off our shoes and socks and walk around. dirty like anything >< color="#ff0000">Third day; Taj mahal day.
Woke up feeling tired, looked in the mirror.
OH MY GOD, covered with ugly red spots all over my face. so ugly and disgusting, was afraid that it was bed bugs. but my back wasnt affected so guess it want. but its really ugly, the spots are still red and evident even till now. ): was really sad sad sad, my face is very important to me and now it is ruin -.-
this sucks man, my mood was ruin for the day (partly)
reached school so early, happy to see singaporeans! took the more comfortable bus, 5plus hour road trip to Taj mahal. Imagine what i can do in the 5hours, travel to genting from singapore leh.
but the road trip was fun as we could finally rest and sleep. everybody was sleeping on the bus lo! i sat beside Jingwen, she is really nice. so i encouraged her to throw her banana skin out of the window, and she really did (: i threw paper out of the windows too, very bad hor? but its okay,
We stopped at a hotel for breakfast, quite funny. saw a red bus which was feeling damn naughty.
Okay, so next we went to this rural city which is not really developed.
Sp scary there man, more beggars than in delhi and its really old and rural until cannot rural anymore. Imagine those in southern india, isnt it worse, cant imagine man ):
so many beaggars and animals.
the beaggars camped and waited for foreigners to appear before taking action where they would beg you. worse still, they are usaully kids who touch you and follow you around.
so scary, so scary so cary. all of us held hands. Me and bee was damn funny,
we saw children beggars and they were pestering and following us for moeny. they looked malnourished skinny and had bald patces in their hair, some of them even had worms.
me and bee really scared so we
1,2,3 ZAO!~ real funny. best still, the beggar ran after us! she thinks its a game or something isit!?#$%%^ was really scared. bee almost banged into a cow -.- good.
OH btw, koh beeting's new name is Kor Bee Tin. which translates in chinese- bao mei zhen
nice name right! my creation. wahahahahahahaha!
reached the bus, phew! its really a frightening exprience. beaggars crawling around, saw an old woman who had her fingers severed and missing. sad ):
On the bus, we headed to Taj mahal! yay!!!!!
Its really magnificent. cant believe that i could actually see one of the 7 wonders of the world. its really nice! and pretty! the king built the taj for his wife, but he chopped off the hands of the peasants and workers who built the taj so that they could not built similar buildings elsewhere. really cold hearted leh.
okay, back to the main point. Its really beautiful leh!!!!!!! symmetrical and all. took photos in front, lots of. and i paid 200rupees for 3 photos taken by a photographer. cheap leh. 200rs=5sgd? cheap like siao man! I never felt so rich in my life before, everything is dirt cheap man. you feel like a millionaire! if i excluded the money for photos, i spent 60cents on the first two days only -.-
All the indias there more suaku leh, keep take photo from us and some even ask; you from china? (india slang) wah, we look like china meh?! crazy la, keep taking photos, we like animals.
When we exited the taj, there were many many people selling souvenirs, and they damn irritating, keep pestering leh!
okay, there were also beggars.
Next we went to Agra Fort! also very nice!!!!! Agra fort is my palace, i am queen of agra! lol!
Still got M teddies and gong li with me. funny like anything man! i love to be out with them,!
when we came out, alot of peddlars who wont budge or move away. funniest is Mr singh, he keep kena the people selling things! finally realised that he is so chrismatic and popular! haha!
We took the bus back to delhi, had chicken burger for dinner again. dropped my burger on the bus seat. lucky no need eat lo! so didnt have dinner for that day. the sight of food makes me want to vomit.
The roads are not well paved, very uneven so the bus is very jumpy and bouncy!
Reached the school very late in the night, went back to host's house and forced myself ot eat some home cooked food ):

Fourth day; Deep V day and shopping.
We went to the school with them, i took the bus with tuviksha and her friends. no aircon no ventilation. sucks man. i feel like a singaporean living in a kampong. but on the other hand, its goo dot experience new things. (:
Went horse riding tennis and golf. funny sight at the golf area, only singaporeans know. lol at my buddy. Njl is a terror man, she whacked the ball directly on tuviksha's forehead. its damn funny!!! the golf also, by the way, tuviksha is the captain of her school's golf team. cool right.
hahahahahaaa.
we did some art, till now i dont know where's my artpiece, but i think i am talented leh!
My face didnt heal but there were even more spots which made me even sadder ): ):
okay, so next i went out with tuviksha, pranati, chand and priyansha, with njl chairs nicole and two other singaporeans.
I took a trishaw for the first time leh! its damn coooooool!!! and also the AUTOMOBILE. damn noisy but fun!
went to tuviksha's club, damn cool. she is rich man. wah that day she wear deep v clothes leh, cleavage baring. super hot and turn on man!
lol wah shiok. njl keep take videos of deep v. hilarious man. Everyone was turned on leh!
the food at her club very nice leh, the chicken is tender. the first chicken meal singaporeans eat since they arrived in india. lol, and by far their best. i feel rather fortunate that tuviksha brings me to eat those restaurant food! lol!
took the auto to this place, dont know what name. bought some bangles, super cheap. i think i can open shop in singapore and sell already. bought some for friends here! i missed everyone!! <3 style="color:#ff0000;">Last day; departure.
Leaving india with mixed feelings, the past days were definitely fun and enriching, i will miss india. but i looked forward to return to singapore! threw bread out of the window and kena a vehicle windscreen, damn funny la!
the india airport is really weird, and inefficeint! stupid la.
took thai air back, ears were totally blocked and could not hear anything. watched the touch my barreh video again, so many times le, i still find it funny. later going to watch again. lol!
njl lost her camera on the plane, she left it there while we transitted at bangkok. Dont sad k! you can use the insurance money buy new cam, and we can send you the photos. (:
At bangkok transiting that time, had a craving for watermelon, so went to buy. the boarding gate and watermelon stall very far, so me dawn yuxin beetin ended rushing and running late for the boarding time. i ran the fastest but reached the latest cus i could not find the gate and tracked back to look for them.
but fortunately, managed to board at the last mintue. was really worried about missing the flight back home.
on the flight, talked alot to mr singh and mrs lim. sad that mrs lim will be leaving next year. i really like her leh, she like a motherly figure and so nice! i going to tell her to adopt me as goddaughter! mr singh is funny, much better than mr gay cheng -.-! much much better. next year the indians come to singapore, they die. but none of my business cus graduate already.
lol!lol! xiaoyan will also be leaving already, all the good teachers are leaving already leh. what would xinmin be like in future? its sad. ):
touched down singapore, immeidately had a sense of nationalistic and the urge to sing the national anthem which i have not been singing for the past years during flag raising in the morning at school.
everybody was happy and cheering.
Its sad, as marks our last time seeing each other and friends.
Really enjoyed the trip, will recommend next year's batch to go.
Really learnt alot of things

i am a greenhouse flower. strawberry race.
whatever, i love singapore!

You can go to facebook to look at the pictures! (:

2009-10-19T23:28:00.000-07:00

Sometimes its good to feel like a loser cus you get motivated to stop being a loser.
lol, whats that crap.its my motivation quote for myself today

Today when i woke up i felt so proud of myself cus my eyebags got darker and deeper! wow, its such a great feat. When i look at myself in the mirror and see someone who looks like shit staring back at me. And i can her eyebags, its going to turn to mazna style already! yes!
this shows that i have been studying, shows that i need more sleep, shows that eyebags are the coolest thing around
Seriously i think all of you should go develop eyebags cus it is a sign and signifies your progress as a
Nerd.

When you cannot wake up in the morning, you must tell yourself
'hey continue sleeping and you will be a loser''
thats what i told myself today. i set 2 alarms today, one beside my bed, another one at my comp table, need to walk quite a distance to shut the clock up. my room not very small, need to walk a few steps. After i turned off the alarm, i wanted to go back to sleep, but i did sit ups!
You can try sit up all jumping jacks cus will feel a tad awake after that. its a good day to start a bright day!!! (:

When i feel like using the computer, (looks very inviting) I will tell my mother to scold me. So now, whenever i use the computer, my brother will automatic come and scold me "eh! you want to become a road sweeper isit"
He very cute right. -.- lol, yuyang also has eoy now and he is more motivated than me. but he keeps playing his stupid super yoyo, damn noisy lo. Actually yoyo not suppose to me noisy, but i think his got problem. haha!

So after i use the computer, i will feel like slapping myself.
haha, i shall go slap myself later. Going to sleep later when my hair dries. wake up and eat dinner and study.
Becoming as big as the hot air balloon in the chemistry book soon at the rate i am eating. when i study i need food.
Food is a good thing actually, gives you energy to study. but you feel fat at the end of the day. And after the o levels end, maybe realise that can no longer fit into my clothes already. haha, abit exaggerating? I will drink water later, but after i drink water, feel bloated and have the urge to burp.
I cant jog more than 4 rounds at active park already. so lousy, so much for a badminton player(ex).

I will miss Secondary school

2009-10-09T06:26:00.000-07:00

Today had official last day of school,took many photos. Going to print them out for future memories

I feel blessed to have so many good friends, must've did many good things in my previous life (:

Forgot to wear my school skirt to school, how dumb!

kena by v.lee,

told her its not my fault that i forgot and i was terribly sorry. she asked me how come i wont feel empty without wearing skirt out of the house!

lol, sill me. kena by mdm liew too. gonna get 1 demerit point! mad man, last day of school so ji jiao for what.

whatever man, i dont give a damn

Had english for first period, i think miss chew is the only tr in my 4years that really had a great influence over me, and i thought that my engklish improved significantly?

sec1- mazna, needless to say she rocked man. its tulsi babu and big billlll!

sec2- Abeygoonesekera! thanks abey, for making my sec2 enjoyable. your lesson sucked anw

sec3- mr tan tm- he's alright la, but prob cus iw as always sleeping during english. nice guy

sec4- first half-mazna! wah, its damn suay man. seriously, must have offended someone in my prev life. lol, then second half was ms chew! she's super nice lo!! like my friend. like like (:

okay, then had mathy, not really very sad cus going to see him for the next 3days next week. but nevertheless, he is not bad de la. his teaching rocks, my maths has improved, he so generous. will miss him too.

During geog, ms ng showed us a video. was sooooo... touching even better than the grad day video! so many photos, i am glad that we went on many excursions, then can accumulate so many photos. the video was damn sad, even osy said so.

was going to cry alr, like got saturation of tears already, then came the sec1 photos, palia man! looked like a indonesian maid from the maid agency. everybody changed alot, esp bjk! so in the end didnt cry, it ended on a happy note.

during recess took more photos. and i just realised i didnt take photo with first floor aunty!

Chinese; pang never come. seh la. ytd we were still joking that he should wear his pasam malam like- ray ban glasses. he say he cfm today wont sick. even he sick he will crawl to school to see us. in the end leh, he really sick!!!!!!took photos. sun lao shi is so nice, i like her (:

after school go buy ;plastic bags for bombs, then go watch guys soccer. had funny talks. qimei is violent. (:

after school playted water bombs with the girls in my class. i tell you, had the best of my time man, the floor is freaking hot like charcoal. spend time filling the plastic bags and went to play!!!

then zainal came out to tell us pay 50cents for the water. lame. -.- in the end also never ask. so wet and disgusting, the shoe become squishy all over. but really la, its fun! haha, will remember this time with the girls (:

went outside to eat tomyam beehoon. prob the last time. and xavier reminded me that i wanted to confront pear over the sean thing during sec1/2. I am not embarrased to blog it out now, cus i think i am more mature now. i seriously was damn childish last time, i think i am mad. seriously.

nobody can be as shit as me la. since its the last day, i should say it out. me and pearleen now also nothing between us le. and i took photo with sean today (hope his gf wont jealous and hope qh will understand) LOL! i finally gathered my courage lo, he quite shock la but its understandable. haha. will keep it as memories!

2009-10-04T04:38:00.000-07:00

Finally got my new com after many days of harassing the company. shitass man, wait damn long inefficient and service bad. ):

I think might be due to the fact that i had my lousy shit computer for damn long, this computer is great.

study many hours a day, cant wait for study break but on the other hand, its quite sad that i am actually and finally leaving after 4years of solid education in xms. i will miss the life there la, though this year was a tad too hectic. or maybe many tads.

(: as long as i enjoyed, its okay.

Had talk with mdm liew regarding prom and interview, already planned to go all offensive but she thinks i am questioning her ability to run the school. Seriously, no doubt she has the ability although the school results this 3years do not show it. I never doubt her right from the beginning anw, i know she is a workaholic.

but yea, hoped that we can still make it for prom. i am going to nominate someone for prom queen!! ^^ haha! i think she knows who she is.

Cant wait for india, taj mahal is damn cool. I am going to be like a suaku tourist, who cares.

hey tuviksha!

2009-09-25T07:15:00.000-07:00

Just this few days of school really made me feel that i will miss it next time!
Yesterday was a stupid day, an one when i laughed alot.
Dawntan fell into the drain, is that stupid or what? and she says its our fault cus me and bee idea-ed her to go talk to jason chew.
I think her eyes grew on her head or what, cus she fell into the drain and her immediate reaction was seh then laughed while bee and i laughed till our sides hurt!
okay its quite bad, sorry! hope my dearest les partner is feeling better now (:

Then we were walking back from coffeeshop to school during lunch break and we heard we a 'bbbaarrrzz' sound,
we turn around and saw that the osama(?) was holding onto the meet the mp session banner, looking blur. like dumbass! how can someone run and accidently ram into the string holding the banner and the whole banner split apart!? like wtf? so we stood there laughing like some madass, laughed nonstop esp bee and dawn!
while i was trying to untie the string, they didnt help me instead they just laughed for 10mins or so?
i think the mp would be damn sad if he sees thee missing banner, lol. Funny thing of the day #1!

thats yesterday, today had the grad day.
followed dawn up to phy lab to do her test while we waited. we took silly photos, incl one that shows me attempting to jump smash using a wooden ruler, dont doubt me okay? i still have the talent de.
then convinced aly to take photo with us doing the stupiod alf ruler pose! and alot indian photos.
Will post up the pics once my new com arrives (: then can check out the quality of the new cam too ^
The guys in our class are actually quite childish till damn funny. they put wallet filled with 50$ note sticking out and when a person walk past and picks the wallet up, they would jump up from being the window and shout at them. isnt that lame? but i think its funny and innovative leh! Pranks are good, (only if you are not the one kena)
The annie yeo is super funny, she walk all the way out from next door just to comment. She actually quite cute, i think i will miss her Poking when i leave school ): haha.

Had grad day today. starting quite boring, but i thought the speech was especially inspirational? like the mirr, prfish, igs etcetc. felt like sleeping, dwayne was the photographer of the day using his super camera. took photos, like many till my cam ran out of batt during the later part.
i think the present the school give us abit weird, cus they didnt choose the nice photo, i was looking elsewhere in the photo. should choose nicer one la! and dont have our umbrella class photo! where is it!!!!!! cant wait for yearbook.
Last year when i heard all the seniors say that they would miss school, i thought wah crap, if it was me i would want to faster end school. however on second thoughts, now i feel a little teeny weeny tinge of sadness. most sadness for friends! This 4years had been great, people say secondary school life is where the most memories remain even when you grow up. From what i see now, i guess it is. Cus i would miss everyone! ):
i always wonder if i wasnt in xinmin, would i be happier elsewhere?
i chose anderson during p6, but didnt get in. haha, now i am glad that xinmin is my school. cant imagine life elsewhere though xinmin life is hectic and stressful. but we would leave secondary school as better person both academically and in chracter right?
just hope that school will stop looking down on combined science, please. i think we can do it de lo.
So is it an understatement to say that Xinmin actually does rocks?
(:

bee is obsessed with chris but refuse to admit

sawadeeka!

2009-09-07T08:05:00.000-07:00

Today went kfc with bee and xiaoqi, kept wanting to eat porridge, (its porreeedge) stop correcting me! i know its correct. (:
So tmr i am going to eat my porridge cus today never had the chance. tmr will be with beetong and njl again.
we tried to study but failed due to the incessant noise levels that keeps going up but not down. but at least i did a math paper, i want to be a nerd (: going to study everyday from now on.
had a shock thanks to dawn, but i told her to go eat biscuits and she did! hope it works! and cheer up (:
bee told me so many secrets, can blackmail her since she has my Unglam photos. lol! dont make me expose your secrets.

today chinese paper like shit. so difficult and it was supposed to be easy -.- so its olevel standard and i am not even there yet ):

2009-09-03T07:20:00.000-07:00

My computer is being like a beachball, it doesnt want to listen to me. now blogger is ruin, among other things like msn, ebuddy, facebook.
screw this com.

Life is so much fun now,
had prelims and thought that it was challenging enough, but
on the other hand i put in alot of effort, so hope that will score reasonable marks?
Emath sucked alot, thanks to the pauline wong, like whats her problem?
set so difficuklt, nothing better to do go home knit sweaters la.

Then was amath, crazy fishballs, so difficult, mr chan should just sleep and not dream about math everyday, maybe go find his girlf (if he ahs any)

Science was difficult too, especially physics. Why must we learn physics? also no need Principle of moments, whatsoever in life? Chemistry sucked too , theres Practical exam tmr. hurray -.-

All in all, all were difficult.

Had a bad dream last night, keep having dreams, dont know whats wrong with me.
Yesterdays dream was about going to olevels Geography without any preparations and totally blanked out and fainted during the exams.
had dreams about war, death, many people whom i am not familiar with. and i often wake up feeling drained and tired. ):

What keeps me going is my lovely friends,
went out with bee and dawn, two of my dearests to town. was so fascinated about everything.
The glass elevator, and i want to meet oompah loompahs in Ethiopia, someone bring me?
So many pictures that serve as memories, you can go facebook to see (: too bad if you dont have fb.
Going to tell the whole world and rave about the Korean food, delicious.
Will miss the silly times, taking photos with dawn and MOLE-bee.
I want to expose bee's mole, but i think she will scold me and blackmail me with my unglam outdated photos, which i am terribly ashamed of! haha.

Oh oh, today was acheivement day! went studying with njl and bee at macs, was hilarious.
Messaged louis pang about njl wanting to join SHINE! and loads of other things.
Acheievment was i watched my maiden horror movie, though its a pg-rated movie, but its my first, and i guess, my last too. Where got ghost?
sounds silly and stupid to you right? but yea, iw as scared and cold in the cinema that maybe for half the movie i had my eyes closed? and dawn bee njl were laughing at me?
whats wrong? everybody got things they are scared of. so yes, i was so scared, i squeezed with dawn behind a jacket.
Its a stupid movie overall. call me a scaredy cat, i dont mind (: but damn you.

Teachers' Day was yet another boring event with lousy sound quality?
Dont forget the lyrics kind of suck. and me and ahmei wanted to stand up and run up to the stage to tell them to improve on the quality of the sound system cus it was soo soo irritating and annoying.
Saw the play, kind of no link. but funny if you are lame. and also funny to see the teachers decked out in school u acting like silly kids. i like mr wong's tree and ms kuck geeky look. But maybe the script could have been better, and added teachers who could be played my students? I can act as _ _ _ and i think many people i know can act as teacher.
would be better, in a sense.
Kcheng's chinese so pro, fluent like his english. bilingual.
I want to attain the highest level of sarcasm like him, so i can shoot people off (:

Tomorrow will be going to skin centre for my warts thing, ):
scared, cus its painful. the liquid nitrogen is like thousand needles piercing the skin.
but no choice? no other ways other than lasering it off but need to apply anesthetic. not a good choice. Yes, i am scared ): has been one year plus since i last experience the pain.

Next week is IT show, hope to get my camera and new computer.
but dont know how to ask my dad for money ):

After olevels, flying to new delhi, finally. Staying at hotel, would be fun.
Bringing bunsen burner, campbell soup sparklers. going to burn the whole hotel down. haha
Cant wait to trvel with my friends, hope all bananas can go!

Fonts enlarge by Bee!

photo credits to Bee!

HEHEHE. ask me if you want to see shiyao's unglam photo!!!!

2009-08-05T01:54:00.000-07:00

This should be my last post before the olevels
Life is mundane and suck alot now, everyday is like practically dragging myself to school.
Go school tired then sleep,
the endless amount of maths papers is enough to drive me mad,
not to say all the other subjects!
I am enjoying english lessons more now,
and chinese lesser.
Trying to brush up all my subject grades,
hopefully my hard work will pay off (:

Today was such a lucky day,
stepped on human shit!
WTF right
i was cursing all the way man, it stinks,
and the smell still ligers in my nose, lol
should be crazy lunatic from imh anyhow go around shitting, then never wear pampers.
lol, i stepped on something soft while moving a step backwards,
and suddenly a pungent smell engulf me.
I swear it smells worse than ammonia (?)
then bee and qimei started giggling, and i stared at my shoes
The vege stall uncle told me i damn lucky, can buy 4D
if i win, i may consider giving him 10$
went to the toilet, feeling pekcek and fed up
tried to clean off, after long time finally managed so.
Shit ass, to whoever the crazy person is, wear pampers please! or bring toilet paper or newspaper to clean up after you piss, dont treat the whole world like your toilet.
thwe shit is obviously not a dog one, looks like a cow or horse one, and high chance human
cus its like one dung down there, then cats or dgos usually one line.
lol, dont talk about it already, lose my appetite!

No money somemore, hope rains money! ): Please?

2009-06-11T07:07:00.000-07:00

I hope manutd sells c.ronaldo quickly,
because although i am an avid fan of mufc, i seriously do not concur to his unreasonable behaviour,
i detest it.
how can he blame sir alex for the champions league loss when he himself was anonymous for most of the finals.
in contrast, messi and barca was great lo
all he does is sulk and show that ludicrous gloomy face that makes me feel like smacking him
if only kaka would transfer to manutd, but thats not possible ):

Its so warm today, the nest few days forecast also very warm.
lucky i got my ultra-pro mafia fan!
its cool okay! better than bimbo fans!
haha.
went to watch soccer game today, was a draw. ):
so exciting, i like!

2009-06-06T05:08:00.000-07:00

I think boys over flowers nice! Although alot people keep telling me that the japanese version better? I think its like short sweet and concise. The korean version not bad too, draggy too. Sometimes keep a few parts. I think the guys are very cute la. I like gu jun pyo. Also ji hoo and baby face! Buttally the gangster also not bad what. Lol.
anw the theme songs very nice. Because of it i started listening to shinee a korean band and although i dont understand what they singing but still nice leh. Holidays very boring la, go school for what. So tiring and early in the morning. Every day dying go school! So many tests still. No rest for me :(

2009-05-31T00:42:00.001-07:00

Whatthefuck.

my school sheos got stolen AGAIN.
for the 4th time already, damn the person.!!!!!!!!
first time was my badminton shoes, was stolen and i had to wear my old shoes to training,
i just bought the shoes somemore.
second and third time was when working at breadtalk,
just bought my converse shoes and another pair of working shoes,
then got stolen, 2 pairs at one time.
fourth is saturday,
my converse school shoes got stolen again.

so total the thief took away 140$ worth of shoes.
damn him/her,
swear i am going to chop him into 10000000 pieces if i know who he/she is. ):
later need go buy shoes. ): waste money

anw, going to go out with amanda eunike sarah deb! cant wait.
prob going to party world, i know amanda can sing one leh.
eunike from churchchoir leh.
the rest i dont know, havent really confirmed and so far only me and amanda are enthuiastic about it!

anw, amanda, i really got pon school for the week leh, didnt take my mid years.
why you doon believe? ):

2009-05-23T08:14:00.000-07:00

Went to french connection. my mum bought a top,
saw the high wasit skirt, its like my dream one!
but sadly, its so expensive ):
oh man, fantasising about the skirt again.
):

so went dinner with grandparents,
went back to grandparents condo, wakl walk with yeye and yuyang,
sort of had a talk with yeye, and found out alot of things that i never ever thought of
its my first time enquiring about this kind of stuffs,
yeye says i am the first grandchild to ask these stuffs,
on why Owl was sold to Super etc.
so many things, and i was quite surprised about many things that yeye said.
And i hate to admit,
my grandparents have lead a comfortable life so far,
but of course you need to put in effort in life to succeed (:

Yesterday,
went to bugis with bee dawn and tf.
was a funny trip and dont know who treat me drink de (: thanks.
walked around, was devastated and giving up cus i could not find my shoes,
in the end see at bugis,
its not the most comfortable shoes i know,
but just have to make do with it for the time being.
my shoes all spoil already ):
after tf and dawn left, bee and I went to find place to sit and talk,
went to iluma, quite a cool place, the design all that good (:
The seat was damn cold (made of metal) so i sat on my school skirt
She keep saying i look like aunty -.-
haha.
thereafter, went to look for bus stop like lost duckling,
then head to punggol park, was quite sian at first.
okay, maybe it was sian all the way with only abit of fun?
played soccer, bbq and so on.
ate so little food that i was hungry when i got home cus i only ate bread in the morning that day.
Ah Pang bbq next week, hope wont fail? (:

2009-05-20T08:16:00.000-07:00

I am just so tired of everything,
can all the drama just end quickly?
come and take away all the things quick,
i dont like to wait for your arrival,
dont want to roll red carpet for you.
damn you.
come and go leh, if not life cannot be back to normal
dont scare and never come.
Come ):

2009-05-17T02:07:00.000-07:00

hey everyone!
Just finished watching Charlie and the chocolate factory,
watched in during primary school days, then had this sudden urge recently to watch it again
so went to the school library and borrowed.
i lvoe the show la! oompa loompas! so cute!
willy wonka hair very nice (:
the show rocks!

so friday had chalet
and after much persuasion, my father finally let me stay overnight
went swimming first had funny talks which made me damn paiseh,
then started bbq at 10 only.
the bill at ntuc 260 incl booze
very expensive,
starting the fire is damn fun, i love fire. pity didnt bring my sparklers ):
made my fried rice and buttercup soup, but nobody want eat.
slack for awhile, had fun
started drinking soon after,
and only 5 people of the group was not drunk, very funny la everyone drunk!
funny man.
told dawn that knncb was a song.
slept only 2 hours,check out at 1030 came home
tired man
but i had alot alot of fun!
totally not traumatised for first experience (:

2009-05-13T07:57:00.000-07:00

I spent money today again! but very happy.
went town in school uniform, totally cool. haha~
so tired in school and after geog test, went to far east to get my supposedly "teacher" skirt. yea, but sadly in the end couldnt find one suitable.
but of course, i saw a nice dress, and was tempted. okay
so i bought it. 40 bucks fly away! woohoo.

i think my father is being damn unreasonable and totally like a mountain tortoise.
my mum is cool with everything,
thanks dad for ruining everything. you rock man.'

i cant wait for mrs raj to return nd rweach us. i miss her,
dont like joe cheng that lao tiko.
in class guys behind gamble he also dont care.
speak so soft for ant hear only la.

anw!
for great deals, please go to http://www.twistofsummersales.blogspot.com/!
sell brazilian praia red! and everything. (:

2009-05-11T07:12:00.000-07:00

today was a fulfilling day for me at town. with qimei bee dawn
bought my zara dress, which have been craving and fantasising since yesterday.
so finally got it and was happy. i am sure the girls are proud of me too.
lol, and bee told me my pin number was stupid, which i admit too.
haha. went to cine drink gloria jean, so cheap. but java chips still better. but mroe expenive
then dawn had to go and me qimei bee took bus to far east from somerset. -.- cus their legs breaking.
bee walk like ostrich because her feet were killing her.
i am quite sad that i cant wear heels lo ):
bought her skirt at fep, the store person very nice, she talked to us.
and i was very inspired on becoming a teacher that i keep wanting to buy high waist skirt, but in the end didnt cus i looked so weird, like office lady. haha

reached home to have dinner, my mum told me that the stupid aunties at my block had bad impression of me?
because the other time, my mum told them that i talked bad to vege dream and li hong yan
then one aunty started spreading to others, theso n all the other aunties went to ask my mum.
damn gossipy. wth. then they say why i keep going out all that, then why deress like that?
i dont see anything wrong in my dressing. and i think i dress decently, not like i just wear bikini and go out like that?
just because they and their daughters/sons are mountain tortoise, doesnt mean that i should also be one?
my mum is a cool dresser, and i am not biased to say she is trendy, i am sure those of you who have met my mum agrees with me?
those aunties go town wear market pasam malam clothes, so naturally their children are
not good dressers too right?
so what right do they have, and what is their problem
to care about what i do in school
why i go out
why i do this why i do that?
i seriously dont think i am those who always go out and hate the idea of being home,
i love my home and i am not ashamed to say that,
i go out with my parents during the weekends, surely you never see before?
What i do in school is my own problem, i rude to teachers is also not you all aunties business,
being rude to teachers have their own rightful reasons,
they are unreasonable what, so does that mean i should be like a kampong girl
and let those unreasonable teachers 'bully' us?
we are humans and have the rights to be assertive and voice out our opinions on things we are unhappy of.
Those aunties keep comparing me with the primary school me,
of course what, people change from time to time
they still want me tie pigtails plaits to school?
get real man, only your child does that man.
yes, primary school i was good and a model student,
so what? so what if now i am in combined science?
i dont see anything wrong with that fact, i am proud to announce to the world i in combined science
i am in xinmin combined science, for goodness sake. xinmin standard so high
i believe i can go to any neighbourly neighbourhood school triple scince lo
this is the standard i am talking about.
-.-
this is getting lame,
i dont care what those aunties impression of me,
i dont believe in parading all my test grades in front of you all
dont expect me to knock on your door and tell you that i got what kind of grades,
i dont show off. screw you.

i just have to get distinctions and whatever in my o level
and prove it to you.
stop judging the book by its cover!

2009-05-03T01:43:00.000-07:00

Thanks everyone! to synergy, to qimei xiaoqi bee, girls etc. and not forgetting the guys who smased my face! thanks for making my birthday this year so memorable! love you all!

Yes, so yesterday. went to hougang to meet qimei, jem shengyuan kuanyu timothy.
to go my favourite activity, cycling!
was so fun. its so cheap only.
I WANT TO GO AGAIN! esp east coast, such a beautiful place
went to bedok jetty, a boy knocked over shengyuan's bike
but the granddad keep bliaming shengyuan, hello, i have eyes one okay!
i saw with my own eyes that the boy ran and knock shengyuan first, so stop blaming others!
so waited for christopher and haiza to join us.
i attempted to drift but fell instead! beeting's curse has came true! lol.
she has been cursing me to fall since sports day? -.-
so after that bus to chomp chomp to eat.
i ate hokkien mee, and honestly it was just okay only.
the people there very violent lo. cleaner and stall holder bang here bang there.
oh, and xiaoqi said she wasnt coming so i was very sad.
and in the end she appeared at chomps! so happy la
and bee luyi xavier malcolm came over. so re nao!
qimei ate the beancurd and she was damn fascinated by the beancurd cus it tastes nice.
We shall go over and eat again ok!

Thereafter went to playground, and i drank barcardi. which tastes like fruit juice?
haha, so cool. thanks malcolm for the treat. lol
go sing birthday song. challenged who can swing the highest. and me and qimei are winners.
played the sparklers, also my favourite activity.
created a bonfire. so fun.
then shengyuan cameover to give me cake. i thought got something inside.
so didnt dare take, bee also warned me
in the end i just took the cake cus i thought shengyuan wouldnt be so bad.
yea, i was wrong.
he smashed the cake on my face.
and the other guys just chased me and all smashed cake all over me
stupid shit la.but damn funny la
this has taught me a lesson. haha
then cabbed home cus it was late.
yesterday was damn fun, thanks everyone!

today leh, also kena cake. thanks to
kang junhua.
damn him. he bought cake and surprised me during tuition.
was so touched la. lol
but i got caked again, all over my face? again.
so tuition finish,
go eat lunch with junhua and xiaoqi.
came home bathed, use com.
and i am going to study now.

2009-05-01T09:10:00.000-07:00

Happy belated to mel!

its 12, is being 16 a milestone in life?
haha, i feel kinda happy now. even though my mum just nagged at me,
she forgot to say happy birthday to me!
i wont expect her to cook egg with mian xian!

anw, yesterday (which was a few minutes ago) ,
Synergy sec4 celebrated me and mel birthday.
it was so freaking hot, and they told me to meet at mel house downstair
i was damn paranoid.
i thought they were going to come out from behind the wall to scare me or throw food on my head!
i met mel and tried to find them
in the end they said they were at pasir ris park
took a cab there as the bus was slow.
so hot leh! those girls made me suffer!
so in the end walk walk try to find them
already saw them, but i suggested that we pretend nto to see them
so mel and i walked around "trying" to find them
laughed alot,
pretend to hold the cardboard as compass,
then they keep calling and texting us clues to where to find them,
even send one indian man to give us clue!
funny la!
in the end after 1 hour, we decided to give up and go find them
I LOVE SYNERGY SEC4! they are damn nice and sweet!
had a picnic, and i realised that jiale's sandwich is damn best!
so funny. picnic that time keep spitting water out of my mouth,
cus i kept suggesting stupid things to do
like putting chilli sauce into alexa and pris lemon tea,
and asking them to give toast to me and mel
Sorry to birds, for spitting at her countless times!
actually alot of times, and those who sat beside me! haha!

Thanks babes,
for making my birthday a memorable one!
thanks for the picnic, giant card, and tee!
thanks guys, and sorry for making you all sit with insects, and waiting so long.

when i become 18, i will go gmax bungee jump!

2009-04-30T08:04:00.000-07:00

Just came back from japanese buffet,
feeling so big and fat
just like ballooon queen.
it will be a long time later that i will ever go to a buffet, will always feel so terrible
Today is yet another happy day for me
i think everyday is happy now.
Thanks to everyone who made me happy today
Had chinese exams, the stupid p1 so difficult
oral was manageable, except the fact that i sprouted nonsense?
lol!

2009-04-30T04:28:00.000-07:00

I still havent figure out whats wrong with you. Whats your problem, i dont remember offending you or anything?
Stop showing your ludricous and nonsensical damn attitude. I dont even know whats wrong.when you need me i am here, when you do not. Throw me away like shit?

2009-04-25T09:14:00.003-07:00

Today was a very happy day, was intoxicated with joy , kept laughing.
about the bbq bricks, everythings, etc
Qimei was blowing her bubble gum and it popped on her nose. lol. she was also very lame and kept spamming her free smses.
Learnt many new english words,
I am trying to be as profound as possible,
and also playing a ludicrous and foolish game,
Which is the Speak proper english campaign.
Its banal that i have always been verbalising to Qimei in chinese and some Singlish.
So we are trying to limit the amount of chinese that we use to communicate with each other
And i conjecture that our English will soon improve tremendously.

In the morning, ah pang wasnt in school yet again,
so i suggested that we went to li hong yan class to sit down and listen to her lesson,
however, shockingly, she chased me out of the class and for a moment, i was
petrified and shaken. she actually shouted and was being very barbarous.
So i strolled out of her class.
And she went to complain to tang lao shi about me
and he talked to me after school. about being rude and everything,
he has the idea that i am always the one who stir up trouble, when i asked him why,
he said because i am a prominent figure and i am tall?
Its like, frequently i am always the one who get pick on my teachers,
just because i am not of average height for females?
He also addressed to me about the incident of vegetable dream,
and i explained to him and everything
Ah pang said that phan was sad that i didnt chant her name in haunted house, but shouted li hong yan name!
isnt that supposed to be a blessing for her?
Haha,

2009-04-25T09:14:00.002-07:00

):
suddenly very sian now.
was kinda irritated just now,

reached home late so didnt see dai yang tian go up get his award,
but saw ethan ruan! so cute
i like both of them! (:
I wanted to buy a wallet just now, but coulnt find
my wallet is like dying, the stupid guess logo is turning orange?
some chemical reaction ?
stupid guess

2009-04-25T09:14:00.001-07:00

I NEED SHOES!
I NEED A BANANA GATHERING
I NEED TO BUY NEW CLOTHES
I NEED TO GO PARTY WORLD!!!!!!

2009-04-25T08:59:00.000-07:00

love 407!

every time theres an excursion i would feel that the class is like bonded again.

went 10km macritchie walk, thought that treetop walk was damn long, in the end its just so short a distance, and its not a suspension bridge so cant jump and shake ):

Dawn was really scared lo.

swa many army guys on the way, palia and found one slacker.

throw tissue paper in the woods cus cant find a dustbin in the end the peihwa cb shout at me

tell me go back pick up

i know its wrong la, but no need shout de mah. if she had talked to me nicely i would also have tracked back to pick the tissue. how rude!

the guys were like damn angry before i was even la.

The walk was so damn freaking long, and my legs felt like breaking anytime and lack of water also.

Ran back for last few metres.

Attempted to roll down the slope but the grass make my leg damn itchy so was scratching

furiously! took many beautiful photos.

REached school at 7 plus, then went to eat zi char with friends. so damn hot till sweat like shit

Oyster jianhao say our class tee got sell at pasam malam for 10bucks?

sure is those bagala buy one lo!

Today went school for chinese lesson, zhiting took a funny photo

learnt alot from miss tee lesson,

like during ahpang class all slack and talk and gossip

go their chinese class,

feel very inferior cus everyone is like so quiet and smart?

then went to amk hub to eat yong tau foo,

on the way to library, met a music producer, should be scam one? lol

then go library actually planned to study in the end read books, cus could not find a table to do work

tried to find nocholas sparks book, but dont have

was intending to borrow books but found out in the end that my brother used my card to borrow his children books. quite pissed cus i took long time to find!

2009-04-22T06:29:00.001-07:00

Screw those who think this year sec4 batch is going to pull to the school down to band5 or whatever.
So what if we are lazy, at least with have many cca honours to our name lo.
Got triple gwh, volleyball played in nationals finals, badminton won nationals ( although its not because ofthe sec4 players) and etc etc,
Stop looking down on us la please.
Esp mdm liew thinking that combined science classes L1R5 12 points. Even though the ^pts is not realistic but no need to announce to the whole school that her aim for us is 12 pts? going to prove her danm wrong man.

Finals ytd was funny. screamed at li hong yan. she turned around and show me the stupid horse face, covering her ears.
pissed off mna. want us to go support and sit there keep quiet meh. like her arh? she is not even a vase so stop acting like one! Saw mrs low, her hair still damn nice and curly wirly bouncy. rocks man. compared to mdm liew is one sky one earth!
So anw, won sports school 3-2 ytd. its a hat-trick. made them go home no face!

2009-04-12T08:33:00.000-07:00

i looked at the pics and laughed like shit!

i forgot to add that bee believed that xiaoqi forgot to wear specs, she is seriously damn dumb! dumb like anything. and she beileved that xiaoqi banged into one indian giraffe. as gullible as a giraffe!

i am quite happy today. went j8 with xiaoqi for dinner and ate at mos burger. unagi rice burger!

hope its healthy! decided to walk home to exercise. talked and laughed alot. i shall walk with her more often (:

Happy day!

2009-04-11T08:11:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was out with bee qimei xiaoqi!
it was a happy,
was damn tired, gossipped and laughed.
play in the toilet posing for pictures on xiaoqi's super camera!
stayed like so long in the toilet, and laughed like mountain tortoises!
Will post the pictures once i get hold of them.

Beeting is damn gullible la,
she actually believed that there's dragon exhibits at the zoo,
that penguins fly,
that LV was giving out free dog tags with your names carved on it,
etc.
She actually believed la, isnt that dumb?
Lol!

At far east suddenly had the urge to eat wonton noodles, then just go up search
really have la! and the food is not bad, its above average.
Far east really has hidden gems, the 4th floor food lilke damn nice
I am into Apples now.

Today, went town again.
saw the Dkny show, got alot sticks and pretty taller than me models.
damn pretty, ang mohs. and only one asian which is Sheila Sim.
she;s pretty too. small face kind. i think she's cuter than she's pretty?
But yeah all so skinny!

2009-04-08T03:06:00.000-07:00

I wished i am a guy! i dont mind going to army for 2 years.
its much better than having cramps for at least today for like 30plus years, till menopause!
Cramps are terrible, horrible. It ruins my day. ):
I havent had chocolate fast food, jap food, cycling, shopping for dont know how many donkey years! ):
I want to go out this saturday! (:

Today watched volleyball bdiv boys finals. Xinmin lost.
the other st hildas guys so tall, esp the#7 crazy hulk!
even though they lost but they still put up a good fight. I think ah pang is damn irritaing la, keep never mark the chinese papers, say
waht need to do some amendments.]
What amendments this is call lazy la. Amend 10 years also havent finish yet la. say what miss tee also havent return her class. but miss tee got course what.
This is called LAZY la please.
Speaking of miss tee, today was the second time she walk pass me and hit my butt for no reason? lol, funny. (:

Was bee's birthday on monday, was fun. my first time trying ice cream cake, how pathetic -.- is there lemon cake? or yoghurt? lol. shit, reminds me of azabu!!!
i want to go shopping and cycling for my birthday, birthdays previously were always disappointing. hope this year's wont.

kitten grow up le damn ugly la. this mini one cute!

i remembered i took one more with luyi showiong the heart sign but bee never post it up!

ah pek!