Prom has passed
Camp has passed
and now i am stuck with the most horrible and retarded job in the world. ><
its so stupid that i am going to quit soon,
i hate it when people hear you but pretend not to hear you, instead they stare at you like a stupid freak.
i hate that,
if you dont want just say no or decline, its not as if you cant speak? dont make my job difficult already.
cant wait to stop working!

I seriously suffering from post india syndrome or something, i really really miss the times there
forexample when i daydream anytime, during work on the bus etc,.
i think of india and friends(bananas). It has really been a fruitful and memorable time,
i really miss the times. i want time to return and for those memories to reply again! ):
i sound like an idiot i know,
but its really the best time in my sec4 life! really really.
nothing beats india, lol
and i keep thinking of the teachers too, the best is mrs lim.

not the end of post yet,
i personally feel that xinmin will not be very good after all the good teachers leave, this is my personal oponion, not planning to offend anyone (:
mrs lim is going, mr chan is going, mr yap is going, ms tee might be going.
haha, so xinmin how? so many pro one going
in the end, who's to takeover?
its not for me to criticise, its not my business to care since i graduated,
but of course i want xinmin to be top school (blahblahblah)
it seems impossible, but on the other hand,
nothing is impossible (:

Hello everyone, i am back from india, i dont think anyone would read my blog post but just blogging for my own memories sake (:

First day; from SG to india.
reached the airport, very olden singapore kind of airport. it was quite cold. We met up with the indian guys and took the school bus to Bal Bharati. It was kind of a shock at first because the bus has no aircon, it is very old like 1960s buses that were used in singapore. The air was freaking DIRTY! you can immediately smell the tinge of dust and smelliness in the air. Furthermore on the way to their school there were people burning rubber, so imagine the smell. One word; SHIOK. -.- so we reached school at around 1am india time which is around 3am in singapore. was very tired. met up with tuviksha and her mum, nice people they treat me well (:
it was very scary to live in a stranger's house, we had little things to talk about. just say we cant click? (:

Second day; Tour around New delhi pitampura
Tuviksh''s driver sent us to school. DRIVER leh. rich huh? lol! Reached the school which is giganormous! Alot of indians looking at us like some freaking alien.
Saw singaporeans and super happy. We had a small ceremony in the conference room where we had to put the red dot (infared) and a few rice grains on our forehead. To them, i supposed its their way of saying welcome to india?
then we had a tour around the school, the little nursery kids were super cute! they were having their childrens' day sports day. their sports day is like aconcert. they need to wear costumes and run around. costumes like lion animals etc.
toured the school facilities. then we left for the sikh temple, the bus was crowded hot and super stuffy. Believe it or not, there are anim als on the road. cows cattles dogs... ? its kinda funny.
AND one thing i really really cannot stand is the traffic. it is freaking stupid and noisy. Everybody is honking and honking non stop like nobody's business, maybe it is nobody's business but this is contributing to noise pollution, mind you! there are few traffic lights and some people normally do not give a damn about the lights. -.-
We went to the sikh temple first where we had to take off our shoes and socks and walk around. dirty like anything >< color="#ff0000">Third day; Taj mahal day.
Woke up feeling tired, looked in the mirror.
OH MY GOD, covered with ugly red spots all over my face. so ugly and disgusting, was afraid that it was bed bugs. but my back wasnt affected so guess it want. but its really ugly, the spots are still red and evident even till now. ): was really sad sad sad, my face is very important to me and now it is ruin -.-
this sucks man, my mood was ruin for the day (partly)
reached school so early, happy to see singaporeans! took the more comfortable bus, 5plus hour road trip to Taj mahal. Imagine what i can do in the 5hours, travel to genting from singapore leh.
but the road trip was fun as we could finally rest and sleep. everybody was sleeping on the bus lo! i sat beside Jingwen, she is really nice. so i encouraged her to throw her banana skin out of the window, and she really did (: i threw paper out of the windows too, very bad hor? but its okay,
We stopped at a hotel for breakfast, quite funny. saw a red bus which was feeling damn naughty.
Okay, so next we went to this rural city which is not really developed.
Sp scary there man, more beggars than in delhi and its really old and rural until cannot rural anymore. Imagine those in southern india, isnt it worse, cant imagine man ):
so many beaggars and animals.
the beaggars camped and waited for foreigners to appear before taking action where they would beg you. worse still, they are usaully kids who touch you and follow you around.
so scary, so scary so cary. all of us held hands. Me and bee was damn funny,
we saw children beggars and they were pestering and following us for moeny. they looked malnourished skinny and had bald patces in their hair, some of them even had worms.
me and bee really scared so we
1,2,3 ZAO!~ real funny. best still, the beggar ran after us! she thinks its a game or something isit!?#$%%^ was really scared. bee almost banged into a cow -.- good.
OH btw, koh beeting's new name is Kor Bee Tin. which translates in chinese- bao mei zhen
nice name right! my creation. wahahahahahahaha!
reached the bus, phew! its really a frightening exprience. beaggars crawling around, saw an old woman who had her fingers severed and missing. sad ):
On the bus, we headed to Taj mahal! yay!!!!!
Its really magnificent. cant believe that i could actually see one of the 7 wonders of the world. its really nice! and pretty! the king built the taj for his wife, but he chopped off the hands of the peasants and workers who built the taj so that they could not built similar buildings elsewhere. really cold hearted leh.
okay, back to the main point. Its really beautiful leh!!!!!!! symmetrical and all. took photos in front, lots of. and i paid 200rupees for 3 photos taken by a photographer. cheap leh. 200rs=5sgd? cheap like siao man! I never felt so rich in my life before, everything is dirt cheap man. you feel like a millionaire! if i excluded the money for photos, i spent 60cents on the first two days only -.-
All the indias there more suaku leh, keep take photo from us and some even ask; you from china? (india slang) wah, we look like china meh?! crazy la, keep taking photos, we like animals.
When we exited the taj, there were many many people selling souvenirs, and they damn irritating, keep pestering leh!
okay, there were also beggars.
Next we went to Agra Fort! also very nice!!!!! Agra fort is my palace, i am queen of agra! lol!
Still got M teddies and gong li with me. funny like anything man! i love to be out with them,!
when we came out, alot of peddlars who wont budge or move away. funniest is Mr singh, he keep kena the people selling things! finally realised that he is so chrismatic and popular! haha!
We took the bus back to delhi, had chicken burger for dinner again. dropped my burger on the bus seat. lucky no need eat lo! so didnt have dinner for that day. the sight of food makes me want to vomit.
The roads are not well paved, very uneven so the bus is very jumpy and bouncy!
Reached the school very late in the night, went back to host's house and forced myself ot eat some home cooked food ):

Fourth day; Deep V day and shopping.
We went to the school with them, i took the bus with tuviksha and her friends. no aircon no ventilation. sucks man. i feel like a singaporean living in a kampong. but on the other hand, its goo dot experience new things. (:
Went horse riding tennis and golf. funny sight at the golf area, only singaporeans know. lol at my buddy. Njl is a terror man, she whacked the ball directly on tuviksha's forehead. its damn funny!!! the golf also, by the way, tuviksha is the captain of her school's golf team. cool right.
hahahahahaaa.
we did some art, till now i dont know where's my artpiece, but i think i am talented leh!
My face didnt heal but there were even more spots which made me even sadder ): ):
okay, so next i went out with tuviksha, pranati, chand and priyansha, with njl chairs nicole and two other singaporeans.
I took a trishaw for the first time leh! its damn coooooool!!! and also the AUTOMOBILE. damn noisy but fun!
went to tuviksha's club, damn cool. she is rich man. wah that day she wear deep v clothes leh, cleavage baring. super hot and turn on man!
lol wah shiok. njl keep take videos of deep v. hilarious man. Everyone was turned on leh!
the food at her club very nice leh, the chicken is tender. the first chicken meal singaporeans eat since they arrived in india. lol, and by far their best. i feel rather fortunate that tuviksha brings me to eat those restaurant food! lol!
took the auto to this place, dont know what name. bought some bangles, super cheap. i think i can open shop in singapore and sell already. bought some for friends here! i missed everyone!! <3 style="color:#ff0000;">Last day; departure.
Leaving india with mixed feelings, the past days were definitely fun and enriching, i will miss india. but i looked forward to return to singapore! threw bread out of the window and kena a vehicle windscreen, damn funny la!
the india airport is really weird, and inefficeint! stupid la.
took thai air back, ears were totally blocked and could not hear anything. watched the touch my barreh video again, so many times le, i still find it funny. later going to watch again. lol!
njl lost her camera on the plane, she left it there while we transitted at bangkok. Dont sad k! you can use the insurance money buy new cam, and we can send you the photos. (:
At bangkok transiting that time, had a craving for watermelon, so went to buy. the boarding gate and watermelon stall very far, so me dawn yuxin beetin ended rushing and running late for the boarding time. i ran the fastest but reached the latest cus i could not find the gate and tracked back to look for them.
but fortunately, managed to board at the last mintue. was really worried about missing the flight back home.
on the flight, talked alot to mr singh and mrs lim. sad that mrs lim will be leaving next year. i really like her leh, she like a motherly figure and so nice! i going to tell her to adopt me as goddaughter! mr singh is funny, much better than mr gay cheng -.-! much much better. next year the indians come to singapore, they die. but none of my business cus graduate already.
lol!lol! xiaoyan will also be leaving already, all the good teachers are leaving already leh. what would xinmin be like in future? its sad. ):
touched down singapore, immeidately had a sense of nationalistic and the urge to sing the national anthem which i have not been singing for the past years during flag raising in the morning at school.
everybody was happy and cheering.
Its sad, as marks our last time seeing each other and friends.
Really enjoyed the trip, will recommend next year's batch to go.
Really learnt alot of things

i am a greenhouse flower. strawberry race.
whatever, i love singapore!

You can go to facebook to look at the pictures! (:

Sometimes its good to feel like a loser cus you get motivated to stop being a loser.
lol, whats that crap.its my motivation quote for myself today

Today when i woke up i felt so proud of myself cus my eyebags got darker and deeper! wow, its such a great feat. When i look at myself in the mirror and see someone who looks like shit staring back at me. And i can her eyebags, its going to turn to mazna style already! yes!
this shows that i have been studying, shows that i need more sleep, shows that eyebags are the coolest thing around
Seriously i think all of you should go develop eyebags cus it is a sign and signifies your progress as a
Nerd.

When you cannot wake up in the morning, you must tell yourself
'hey continue sleeping and you will be a loser''
thats what i told myself today. i set 2 alarms today, one beside my bed, another one at my comp table, need to walk quite a distance to shut the clock up. my room not very small, need to walk a few steps. After i turned off the alarm, i wanted to go back to sleep, but i did sit ups!
You can try sit up all jumping jacks cus will feel a tad awake after that. its a good day to start a bright day!!! (:

When i feel like using the computer, (looks very inviting) I will tell my mother to scold me. So now, whenever i use the computer, my brother will automatic come and scold me "eh! you want to become a road sweeper isit"
He very cute right. -.- lol, yuyang also has eoy now and he is more motivated than me. but he keeps playing his stupid super yoyo, damn noisy lo. Actually yoyo not suppose to me noisy, but i think his got problem. haha!

So after i use the computer, i will feel like slapping myself.
haha, i shall go slap myself later. Going to sleep later when my hair dries. wake up and eat dinner and study.
Becoming as big as the hot air balloon in the chemistry book soon at the rate i am eating. when i study i need food.
Food is a good thing actually, gives you energy to study. but you feel fat at the end of the day. And after the o levels end, maybe realise that can no longer fit into my clothes already. haha, abit exaggerating? I will drink water later, but after i drink water, feel bloated and have the urge to burp.
I cant jog more than 4 rounds at active park already. so lousy, so much for a badminton player(ex).

Just this few days of school really made me feel that i will miss it next time!
Yesterday was a stupid day, an one when i laughed alot.
Dawntan fell into the drain, is that stupid or what? and she says its our fault cus me and bee idea-ed her to go talk to jason chew.
I think her eyes grew on her head or what, cus she fell into the drain and her immediate reaction was seh then laughed while bee and i laughed till our sides hurt!
okay its quite bad, sorry! hope my dearest les partner is feeling better now (:

Then we were walking back from coffeeshop to school during lunch break and we heard we a 'bbbaarrrzz' sound,
we turn around and saw that the osama(?) was holding onto the meet the mp session banner, looking blur. like dumbass! how can someone run and accidently ram into the string holding the banner and the whole banner split apart!? like wtf? so we stood there laughing like some madass, laughed nonstop esp bee and dawn!
while i was trying to untie the string, they didnt help me instead they just laughed for 10mins or so?
i think the mp would be damn sad if he sees thee missing banner, lol. Funny thing of the day #1!

thats yesterday, today had the grad day.
followed dawn up to phy lab to do her test while we waited. we took silly photos, incl one that shows me attempting to jump smash using a wooden ruler, dont doubt me okay? i still have the talent de.
then convinced aly to take photo with us doing the stupiod alf ruler pose! and alot indian photos.
Will post up the pics once my new com arrives (: then can check out the quality of the new cam too ^
The guys in our class are actually quite childish till damn funny. they put wallet filled with 50$ note sticking out and when a person walk past and picks the wallet up, they would jump up from being the window and shout at them. isnt that lame? but i think its funny and innovative leh! Pranks are good, (only if you are not the one kena)
The annie yeo is super funny, she walk all the way out from next door just to comment. She actually quite cute, i think i will miss her Poking when i leave school ): haha.

Had grad day today. starting quite boring, but i thought the speech was especially inspirational? like the mirr, prfish, igs etcetc. felt like sleeping, dwayne was the photographer of the day using his super camera. took photos, like many till my cam ran out of batt during the later part.
i think the present the school give us abit weird, cus they didnt choose the nice photo, i was looking elsewhere in the photo. should choose nicer one la! and dont have our umbrella class photo! where is it!!!!!! cant wait for yearbook.
Last year when i heard all the seniors say that they would miss school, i thought wah crap, if it was me i would want to faster end school. however on second thoughts, now i feel a little teeny weeny tinge of sadness. most sadness for friends! This 4years had been great, people say secondary school life is where the most memories remain even when you grow up. From what i see now, i guess it is. Cus i would miss everyone! ):
i always wonder if i wasnt in xinmin, would i be happier elsewhere?
i chose anderson during p6, but didnt get in. haha, now i am glad that xinmin is my school. cant imagine life elsewhere though xinmin life is hectic and stressful. but we would leave secondary school as better person both academically and in chracter right?
just hope that school will stop looking down on combined science, please. i think we can do it de lo.
So is it an understatement to say that Xinmin actually does rocks?
(:




bee is obsessed with chris but refuse to admit

Today went kfc with bee and xiaoqi, kept wanting to eat porridge, (its porreeedge) stop correcting me! i know its correct. (:
So tmr i am going to eat my porridge cus today never had the chance. tmr will be with beetong and njl again.
we tried to study but failed due to the incessant noise levels that keeps going up but not down. but at least i did a math paper, i want to be a nerd (: going to study everyday from now on.
had a shock thanks to dawn, but i told her to go eat biscuits and she did! hope it works! and cheer up (:
bee told me so many secrets, can blackmail her since she has my Unglam photos. lol! dont make me expose your secrets.

today chinese paper like shit. so difficult and it was supposed to be easy -.- so its olevel standard and i am not even there yet ):